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It has been a very long time since I have checked in. A lot has happened an I am very grateful to still be  conscious. Thank you for all of you still being here . I wrote this on my last few night living in Hawai’i for the past two years: Hardly visibility, yet a glimpse of the brutal ripples on the Horizon. As the waves come crawling closer the screams of the dark bellow for miles beyond the eyes. Feeling the ground shake on impact The constant blows cascading over the birthmarks of Pele. Seeing a storm brew in the depths of the optical illusion we call the sea. Prepared for impact of the unknown. Whispering winds, electrified Thunder, as well as the Playful Pouring Rain. I am so lucky to be able to see the storm coming this time. The moon has Swallowed all the worries I had let consume me. Allowing the waves to crash against me. Rooting my feet to unbalanced for a opportunity for rebirth. I have tilted my Vision an my back on a force so powerful, how dare I refuse to turn around for so long. As I have began to learn about this place, I feel i need to embrace what Pele has done. Do not turn your back on the Ocean. FACE IT. Face the storm. Be one with the depth. Glide her vein to the cracks leading to such unimaginable warmth. Embody the constant crashes of Energy balled up inside. The screams of broken white caps of the soul saying it’s time to be Heard. Use it to create life. Create a new definition to the future we’re so anxious hand off to those next. Know that those veins Leaked through to the next. Embody the energy we hold dormant inside. Implode with the unthinkable possibility to come. We are what we are around, we are the elements. Why avoid what we know? Why disrespect our own? If my questions upset you, Is the word Disrespect the one you feel for, or is it’s OUR. OUR puts the responsibility up to All treat this place as if it were yours. Leave Anything Better Than You Found It.Use that energy. CREATE. 12:58am August 12th, 2022 Kailua-Kona Hawai’iI really miss that place but what’s meant to be shall be. I’ll be back.