Hello, me! It's the other me. I am yet just another experience that is reading this through my other eyes. It's me. I'm you. I have always been you. And I love you! Now... let me tell you a small story. A story about plant medicine and healing. I just came back from Ayahuasca ceremony. And let me tell you… this has been the best experience in my life I've ever had. Ayahuasca showed me what I needed to see and helped remove the blocks that I have intentionally put there myself. Ayahuasca unloc...

I asked a friend to help me with a trip. He didn't know anything about it, so I tried to explain as much as I can what he needs to do and what I need help with. I was sitting on my bed and my friend beside me with a timer to check how many seconds I’m holding my breath. Loaded my pipe and took the first hit. I lost count after 13, but in the back of my mind I knew I need to hold for a few more seconds. Within that time I felt that I was merging with the sofa I was sitting on. I felt everythin...

A week passed and I decided to do it again. Did some more reading and was mentally preparing for this. But no matter how much you prepare, there’s always this stress now, because you never know what will happen. It was late, I was in bed, got comfortable, put about 50 mg of DMT or maybe a bit less in my pipe. And all I did was take one big hit. After 20 seconds I almost lost all control. I don't know if I tried to take another one. Maybe I did. Maybe a small one. Or maybe I just put the pipe ...

I was putting off the writing of trip reports for a while, but I think it's time to write them down. So this is the first trip I've ever made. No matter how much I've read about it, nothing could've prepared me for it. I had no idea what I was getting myself into. I've never done drugs before. Why did I decide to do DMT? What was going on in my head? I decided to do it alone, because I don't know any person (I knew, but they are gone from my life) who would volunteer to be my sitter. I hav...