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biggj was

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August 29, 2022 2:27 am

in the late 80s one of my close friends had the same first name as me . Oh how he hated everyone calling him little j

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June 5, 2022 2:44 pm

I disturbed a nest of baby rats decades ago and bottled raised the two that survived. They lived for 4 1/2 years, quite a long time for rats. My girls tought me a lot over the years and i continued to... View More

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Ratfink11

They are hugely wonderful. I hope im able to rescue more when my health is better.

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Rosey and Isabella back in 2010

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Makawee-Maka

May 21, 2022 8:15 pm

Makawee-Maka is a combination of 2 Lakota words which loosely translate to motherly earth spirit. I adore nature and all of her children, to a fault. When I love something I have an urge to protect it... View More

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Oryx0184 Sadly no. I've considered it, but I wouldn't know how to get in. I think you have to go for school or skilled work or something like that.

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Oryx0184

Depends on where you're from I think, I'm not sure how immigration works but I feel like it might be easier for US citizens to move over... But not entirely sure. If you want to be a nurses aide, it's only a 1 year program (or 2 if you go through the workplace program) and we have a PILE of need for... View More

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Makawee-Maka

I'll keep that in mind Oryx0184 C:

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Ratfink11

Oh i love that! Such a beautiful name.

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HappyKB

May 21, 2022 2:54 pm

Good Morning I opened this group up to public because we have so many new people I would like to know about some of your profile names where did they come from or why they resonate with you........tel... View More

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Bash_er33

August 22, 2021 3:05 pm

Morning lovely folks,

I used to go to school for computer science (2011)… i couldnt figure out why i was getting bash syntax error (what seemed to be few days worth). 3’s has been a thing for me for a... View More

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Fever dream

August 20, 2021 11:35 pm

Mines pretty easy… have you ever had a fever so high you started hallucinating? It use to happen to me when i was young. The dreams i would have then were really instense and vivid. Plus i though fev... View More

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bigpinkbuffalo420

Lmaoo that's pretty dope

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ShroomDay0117

May 24, 2021 6:48 am

Man, I dont know if i've ever really shared this before. I made up the group and i dont think i ever really typed it all out. This is pretty personal but ok.

Back nearing the end of 2018 my step fathe... View MoreMan, I dont know if i've ever really shared this before. I made up the group and i dont think i ever really typed it all out. This is pretty personal but ok.

Back nearing the end of 2018 my step father lost his battle with cancer. Two weeks later my little cousin overdosed and lost his life. That was kind of the beginning of my journey. I was depressed and i dont mean sad. I mean i would wake up and cry every morning, stopped cleaning my self, stopped eating and honestly didnt give two shits about anything. My mother was really my driving force but not why you would think. She was worse off then i was. I was only still really going for her. She was literally trying to kill her self with the bottle every night but the only reason she failed is because i wouldnt leave her alone until she passed out. Finally after a couple months of baby sitting my mom at her house i had convinced her to go to an inhouse rehab. I felt worse because i felt like i had just dumped all my problems on somebody else 4 hours away. But it was a break for a little while anyways.

At that point in my life i was already 39 years old and had never taken any drugs other than weed and alcohol. And i honestly wasnt out looking to try new things. But one of my friends had a girl friend that just randomly asked me if i wanted to buy some magic mushrooms. I had heard that they can help with anxiety (which im full of) and depression. I was pretty desperate so i was really willing to try anything. If she had offered me crack laced with fentanyl and told me it would help with depression i probably would have tried it at that point. I mean i was fucking desperate. So she left with my $44 and came back 30 minutes later with a bag of tiny little liberty caps(i think). My best friend was also there at the time and he knew what i had just done and was shocked. He knows i dont do drugs so this one caught him of his guard. He had eaten allot of acid when we were teens and i was always the sitter. So i drove 35 minutes home with my liberty caps but i didnt know how much to eat, I didnt have any experience with mushrooms. So i called my best friend and told him he needed to come over and eat some mushrooms with me. He didnt want to. He hadnt tripped in almost 25 years. But as a best friend he knew it was is duty to come over and eat some fucking mushrooms with me. He showed up about an hour later with a coffee and joint in hand. That night was the first night i had ever eaten any kind of psychedelic mushroom. That date was January 17 2019.

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Sheescrafty

October 31, 2020 11:38 am

SheesCrafty = She's Crafty ... So, basically I'm crafty and I like the Beastie Boys song. I used the double ee in Shees cause when I first came up with it like 10 years ago, someone already had the co... View More

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AbstractHue-man72

i remember that song!

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AbstractHue-man72

January 3, 2021 5:47 am

AbstractHue-man72, I have had many personas I identified with until this journey. I am as yet, undefined Hue(light)(wo)man(BEing), born in the year 1972.

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invitroHulk

October 15, 2020 12:37 am

I wanna change mines to tubhulk.. I guess it could be like look at my invitro and then I pull out a huge tub it kind of a play on words.. and hulk because am a scientist not a real scientist but I am ... View More

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AbstractHue-man72

I actually like, "as is" I always imagine it as "the hulk inside" . Idk, neurons that fire together, wire together.

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