Visiting got me in a mood. Currently chilling with a vicks inhaler in my face trying to nosh on JMF and not barrrrf!
I miss the enthusiasm I had for this hobby. I shut it all down and returned my craft room to my reborn dolls paint station. Got me a nice cache for a bit and some genetics in the fridge. I will make ... View MoreI miss the enthusiasm I had for this hobby. I shut it all down and returned my craft room to my reborn dolls paint station. Got me a nice cache for a bit and some genetics in the fridge. I will make a comeback but right now I have grandma baby fever and neither of my girls have taken the plunge into parenthood. Pic of my first alt baby vamp from a couple yrs ago.
March 23, 2021
Category: Psilocybin
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I woke up super early a couple of days ago (Sunday) and decided to try out some of a batch of Ecuador that I had just dried the day before. I measured up 6g, lemon tek, then mixed w sweet tea. Drank that and hopped back in bed and got cozy with an eye mask on.
Had a fairly average trip and then towards what i felt was the end (as I was getting the yawns) I somehow realized, I was directing my consciousness to certain areas of my body and I was seeing just overflow of certain colors shooting past in my cev field and what looked like word search long circles of letters. I couldn't really make out the letters. There were some "C"'s that I recall. The line that made the circle was the color. This is hard to describe. I was getting the mental impression that the crazy fast display of colors that were clearing out from my lower back was stuck energy and that is what is causing me pain. When my focus was shifting to other areas, I got different messages and sometimes I could only see darkness and with breathing exercises, it went from black to murky brown and as it got lighter, I was able to see the colored circle with letters in it and I knew that area was getting cleared out, unstuck. Think of the view window of a magic 8 ball from the 70's. It was murky liquid then when the word thing came up thru the liquid it was clear to read. When I focused on my left side it wasnt clearing well. I got the impression, that I didnt get dirty in one day and I wasnt going to get all cleaned up in one day either. I was being reminded of things that were factors in my less than optimal energetic situation When I tapped my head I saw flashes of white and some purple That was trippy. My mushrooms were fading away and I just wanted to hold onto this ability to help me in meditation. I normally cannot visualize. I dont think in pictures. I think in words. This came to me so natural, and unbidden that I know I was meant to see and understand. Now I am afraid I wont ever experience that again but it was very enlightening while it was happening.
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I'm in Texas, the new Canada lol. I shut my mushroom room off from the house bc it was going to get down to 2* yesterday I think...the days are running together. Moved my jars to the top of my fridge... View MoreI'm in Texas, the new Canada lol. I shut my mushroom room off from the house bc it was going to get down to 2* yesterday I think...the days are running together. Moved my jars to the top of my fridge the day before last and lost damn power for 7 or 8 hrs. It didnt get to freezing in here but around 44*. Now about 66* since we are trying to conserve juice to protect the grid. I havent checked on them but I think they will make it. Me, on the otherhand, locked in w hubby and 3 dogs who refuse to do their business outside, maybe not.
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