Not for the faint hearted

I was down to my last few hits of DMT from a gram i had from 2 weeks ago, i havent yet broken through so thought today was going to be the day.I came home prepared everything and took a big hit. I blasted off as usual into light colours and sounds but still didnt manage to breakthrough i was tripping for maybe 5 mins and slowly started to come down, determined to breakthrough i loaded another hit and took it as i was still half in half out of my previous trip.This is when everything becomes hazy, i remember being so determined for the breakthrough that coming out of that hit i heated the pipe again melting the remaining DMT this time no major blast of but colours patterns shapes and reality melting around me.Then as i came out of that i loaded another small hit my limbs turned to liquid and geometric spinning shapes and colours exploded around me as i melted into the bed. All this seemed to only last 10 maybe 15 minutes or so but as i completely sobered from thr experience i looked at my phone and realised I'd been tripping for over 40mins.Although it was fun I realised after that this isnt the way to use DMT, it didnt feel right afterwards something about it seemed dark and dirty almost like a crackhead chasing his last fix. I definitely wont be doing that again!!