My first Peyote experience

February 14thI've had 2 hours of sleep all day, and zero yesterday. I met a guy online about a week or two ago. He is another Arcturian Starseed like myself. I shared information about DMT with him. He told me that on Saturday the 15th that he was going to a Peyote ceremony. I told him that I've been wanting to do it for a long time, but I had no money. Initially I planned on trading some DMT in exchange for him covering my gas and ceremony cost. The batches I worked on ended up without yield (wtf? Lol maybe it was meant to be). My mother ended up lending the money anyways. It was a 300 mile drive (5 hours). I left at 10:00pm.February 15thI arrived at his place at 2:40am, and he was sleeping until 4:00. So I stayed in my truck for the next 1 hour 20 minutes until he woke up. then another 30 minutes for him to shower. I went inside and found it weird to find someone else just like me.  He showed me some mushrooms that he had. I asked him what the value of them was. When he told me, I also told him I didn't need for him to compensate me for gas so he gave me the 7g mushrooms !! Yay ! Peyote and Mushrooms both same weekend! We left and drove another 3.5 hours to the ceremony location. When we arrived, the leaders of the ceremony were speaking inside about the ceremony, the protections in place legally, etc. We went around in a circle sharing our intentions for partaking in the medicine.I wasn't sure how the vibe was and didn't want to dose the LSD until I was comfortable with it. We passed around some caps of Peyote as well as cups of Peyote tea (about 10 caps each). I ate two or three small caps for the sake of familiarizing myself and knowing what I was getting into. I sipped a small amount at first. It was extremely bitter. Eventually I just took it like a shot. I went back for a second, then third cup. After everyone had taken their peyote we had a big drum circle. I didn't really know anybody so it was hard to open up. I took two tabs of LSD shortly after.After an hour or so, the guy who invited me went to his car to unload all of my stuff. I brought a box of supplies (I "over" prepare for everything) . He left and went to a hotel for the night . I received so many hugs from people, more than I ever received in my normal life. I hadn't had physical touch from another human being in 6 months. Not even a hand on my shoulder. Getting unconditional love and physical touch from others honestly released a lot of tension inside of me. I cried a lot. I had someone do an energy reading on me and they said that I was nothing but pure energy and that everyone in the room could tell. But the only reason I felt like I wasn't is because it was all in my head. I believed I wasn't good enough. I felt like I came here to work on myself but ended up spending the first few hours helping others with their problems. I was using my own life experience to speak to others. I started having major dejavu about how when I was a kid I had dreams specifically of events that kept unfolding while I was here. I became the center of the room. I could see purple in the center with me and two other girls. And outwards spiralling around the room were rings of violet, indigo, blue, green, yellow, orange, red.. I felt like the highest vibration in the room. Honestly the LSD started to affect me more than the Peyote did. I got to play a didgeridoo for the first time, as well as a wooden flute, a drum and a tambourine. Before I went outside for the night, a guy randomly came up to me and started spitting information at me. It turned out that he was another Arcturian Starseed as well (holy shit I've met 3 this year, the only 3 I've met in my life). He shared more detox information with me about bentonite clay and colloidal silver. He said he was specifically here for me. He had a very ominous presence and was extremely direct. He reminded me so much of myself it caught me off guard. He gave me his phone number for later. I met another medicine man inside who said he recognized my energy and potential the second I walked in the room. Me and him hung out most of the night. After a while we went outside and set up my hammock. He wanted to quit cigarettes and I helped him refrain most of the night. We talked about money and all sorts of things. He shared some of his ceremonial rapé with me. It made half of my face go numb and as if it was on fire but definitely cleared my sinuses. The sun started to set and it got really cold outside really quickly. I started a small fire of twigs and leaves by my hammock while he laid in it. I spent an hour getting it going and right after it started , two other people came to join us. I predicted they would lmao. So this girl was one of the ones in the inner circle with me beforehand. We started talking around the fire for quite a while . She was almost an exact clone of myself but ten years older. I gave my new guy friend a tab of LSD and he went inside and went to sleep in warmth but me and her stayed outside with the other guy.February 16thThis new guy I thought was cool for a bit but eventually he started trying to feel up this girl beside me. She was opening up to me in conversation about rape and molestation meanwhile this selfish motherfucker with no boundaries kept trying to feel up under her shirt. I wanted to punch him so hard in the face I got up out of my hammock and refrained but sat down between both of them. After a bit she moved away. He kept asking her to move closer to him and come snuggle up and she said no. He asked 7-10 times. He didn't like no as an answer. You have no idea how badly I wanted to tell him off but I WANTED her to set her own boundaries. I didn't confront her with what I had seen but I ended up staying up all night until sunrise building the fire with her. I wanted to make sure she was safe. We kept channeling our energy into the fire and when we both would do that, the flames would go completely blue in color. She was such a beautiful soul. I think I met one of my best friends yesterday. We talked about when she went to prison. We talked about her life at home. We talked about relationships and trauma and trust issues. We talked about aviation mechanics. She went to a trade school and got certification for it. (that's originally what career I was going to go with in college before I focused on chemistry). Me and her went back and forth finishing each other's sentences all night. When the sun finally was warm enough we stood up and started moving around. She lent me her pair of socks. I had brought 3 pairs but couldn't find mine.Afterwards, my friend that went to a hotel for the night came and picked me up. We drove back to his place after having breakfast along the way. 3 scrambled eggs with hashbrowns and oatmeal with cinnamon and brown sugar. I slept the rest of the way to his house. I then slept over 12 hours on his couch. I slept through them cooking dinner.February 17thI woke up and ate leftover Jasmine rice and potatoes from the missed dinner from night before. I drove my 5 hours home. I kept almost falling asleep while driving. When I arrived home I unpacked all of my things and took another nap. I'm still tired to be honest. I am planning a trip to Boulder, Colorado in March as well as my next Peyote ceremony. :)