Found this old trip report ! 2014 - 4 dried grams of mushrooms

Wow! So! I only took 4 gram last night an fuck me these shrooms are potent !

They have only grown 1 - 2" maybe that's why they are so strong !

Right so yeah.... last night I experienced a level 4 breaking the gates of level 5, I have no idea how this will sound to you all, I don't even know how I can explain it.

I started off with eating 2 dry gram, then after that about 40 mins I decided to eat another dry gram and also had two 2" fresh shrooms probably weighed about ten gram!

One hour after eating I started to feel the usual shroom affects, bright colours, wavelengths throughout the room and my mind.

I'ld say 20 mins or so later the trip started to be really really intense ! Flashing colours, object dissolving into the walls, as I was staring at my sgfc I could slowly see it desolving into the wall. I could hear my sister talking in other room but her vice was coming from all directions, distorted and not English, was like some alien language! I was loving every minuet!

After that I decided to Turn all lights off an sit in total darkness an silence! Thats when things really started to change !

I was in my own mind enjoying these lovely colours and intense patterns awesome feeling of wellbeing ! Ten mins later of concentration and meditation I started to feel a little worried, I opened my eyes to look at my window an see that the darkness had fully taken over (no moonlight shimmering in room) ! The intensity of the trip had doubled, the trip I had with my eyes closed had become part of the real world (so I could see the mind trip with and without eyes open just the same)

I quickly turned the light on just to reassure my self that I was still on earth ! After seeing I was still in my room I turned the light off again  and continued on my journey. Entered the unknown world again!

It got to the point when I closed my eyes I wasn't just seeing a trip I was the trip! It was all around me, pulsing through me been part of me! It was like I was in a completely different world ! Hard to explain but I wasn't just seeing trips I was it, it was all actually there these 3d dimensions!

Then! All of a sudden I started to see this alien like lifeforms hovering above me(kinda like bacteria really really close up but just a shimmery outline) (dint feel like a trip anymore felt like they was actually right in front of me in the darkness)! I could feel them pulling on my very existence, felt like they were trying to pull my sole/aura/spirit, straight out of my body  (fast vibrating an the feel of something pulling on my "sole" trying to make me leave my body)! It was very weird, it's like it was trying to take me to the next level, I was feeling very uneasy at this moment then all of a sudden this sort of gate way opened above me and I could see this horrible evil nasty looking creatures, they was bright red and covered in 1000s of sharp teeth, horrible evil mouths, octopus like tentacles but as the twisted round and flicked, nasty teeth and blood and bodys would be covering all the ends ! I can't really explain  much more!

All the beautiful pattern stated to turn into knives, blades, horrible undescribable creatures ! They was soooo clear I could feel them! I don't know why they was so evil looking and nasty but they was. After this I was breaching between worlds but cause the entities was so evil looking and scary I stopped my self from crossing over ! I did sort of enter this "universe" but I started to not exist and the whole dimensions stated to become me this whole dimension of knives, blades, horrific creatures you couldn't even imagine, teeth, blood, alien tentacle like things covered in teeth ! Sucker like things waving about biting towards me, big symmetrical sharp knife like patterns spinning around passing right through all around me ! It was me I was it! I could feel every moment of the entities going through me ! So I stopped my self from entering this world of horror !

I sat up and turned the light on, back in a bright room' with intense trips morphing all the walls, bricks swapping places a deep heavy pulling feeling towards the ground! These trips slowly calmed down and after a hour or so just little trips where playing with my vision ! Till I fell asleep.

Smoked a few spliffs throughout the trip, dint really feel sick at all.

I don't know if the mushrooms are just evil mushrooms or it was inside me that caused the evil trip

It's not scared me or ruined me in fact I want to go back soon an face the demonds instead of running away !

In the light these trips an waves where beautiful but soon as I looked into the darkness it was like the colours an patterns was just a disguise, I could see the true essence of the alien like entity's ! Wield floaty outlines of the spirits things.

Why was it so evil? Why can it not be a world of bubbles and candyfloss! Beautiful creatures an colours !

Do all the entities look evil and nasty or is it just the ones I met last night ?

I want to go again but I don't want to get trapped in that world of "horror"

What would of happen if I let my self cross if I let the entities pull me out my body !

They have helped me a lot, given me some options, helped Me realise some life issues !

But why was thy so evil looking as I said like bacteria, after this I started to panic that I had eaten bacteria infested mushrooms, at one point I actually thought I was going to die of poisons but then the paranoia left an I started to chill again.

There is so much I want to tell you and describe but I just can't!

One thing I would like to know, was this normal! Or are my mushrooms evil or punishing me!

Thanks for reading !

*It wasn't like you close your eyes and you just pictured it it's like you close your eyes and you was actually there !

*when the season is right I'll do a trip report on the beautiful Psilocybe semilanceata

* at some points it felt like bacteria or some kind of life form attached it's self to the mycelium an entered my trip !

*at one point it felt like something was inside me when I was inside it! Like we had partially swapped bodies or entity's or univers or something like that, Felt like it was controlling  my try, playing with me teasing me!

I was definitely connected to something, just cause at some points it was evil looking and terrifying, doesn't mean it was evil !

Or was it! ! Was it feeding on me? or was it helping me ?