Becoming shroomed... and totally deserving it

I was sharing a flat with my boyfriend at that time, and we had been together for a couple of months. Things weren't going particularly well, we had a fight, and he left me alone in the flat. -We had collected some shrooms on a field trip a couple of days before... I was sad, pissed and bored, wandering the flat when I came across them lying there to dry... some of them looked pretty ready, and I decided I could deserve a little treat to clear my mind -I took about 1.0 and prepared a nice coup of tea, put on a movie to wait for them, and smoked some bongs -My mind was racing, I was distracted by relationship stuff, not paying much attention to the movie, just trying to kill time, and then they started to kick in... -Pretty out of a sudden I was experiencing stomach issues, feelings of anxiety, quickly getting worse, and I did not like it at all-So I smoked another bong to try give it another direction... the opposite became true and it got worse -Now I was lying on the couch, having really bad stomach cramps, feeling completely poisoned, muscles tense, heart racing, couldn't move because of extreme dizziness -And the movie sounded like screams and torture and everything bad...-For the next twenty minutes or so I was fighting my way to the keyboard, hardly being able to open my eyes because everything was way too bright, pain and sickness in my whole body, being able to move in super slow motion only -the movie sound made everything worse, and so I was really focused on stopping at least the influences that I coud control somehow -Eventually, I managed to pause the movie... being in a sitting position and being proud of my achievement, finally beginning to cope with what's going on, I decided to reward myself with another bong -Bad idea! I was immediately back to lying on my back, unable to move, experiencing pain and highly unpleasant feelings worse than before -After some time everything became more stable again, and I thought that the worst was over... it felt like I was coming down -A part of me felt a bit sad because the whole experience was just not what I had hoped for, and another part was appreciating the experience as something new and different at least -I smoked another bong, put some music, smoked another few bongs in succession, and then the next wave hit -I was totally unprepared because I somehow had made up my mind that everything was over already -But lying on my back again unable to move made me realize that I really had no idea what was going on and for how long this would last-I surrendered to the force I couldn't fight anyway, and then it got pretty weird:-It felt like I was lying on the forest floor, I could smell and hear my surroundings, my eyes were closed ...-Slowly I sank deeper into the ground until I was about 1-1.5m below the surface, I opened my eyes and I could see the trees and everything around me... at least what was visible from my position down there -All around my there was typical forest soil, and I felt all kind of movement from creatures around my body -It was somehow disturbing and creepy but I did not feel afraid... just awestruck by the incredible sensation that I could not describe with dualities like good or bad, ecstatic or terrifying, ... because it was comprising all of them at once -I was unable to move, to react or even to understand in any way ... so all that remained was pure experience and sensation-Then the image of mycelium growing everywhere through the soil manifested in my mind... and then I felt as if the mycelium was growing all through me too until it sort of formed a symbiotic relationship with my whole body -It was terrifying to say the least... but still extremely fascinating... feelings of intense terror that were rather exciting, energizing and almost ecstatic at the same time... like the worst and best at the same time without being able to distinguish what makes it so good and what so bad... humiliating and elevating, totally succumbing to the shrooms is all that's possible -I really can't tell how long this lasted... after some time I felt I was moving up to the forest ground again... then slowly the forest began to fade and I was back on the couch -And pretty sober... I chilled for the next hour... not smoking and just relaxing... waiting whether something else would happen or not -Then my body felt pretty ok, a little weak maybe, and I was hungry so I went to prepare some food ... and that was it, back to normal -Until today this was the strangest shroom experience ever... and it lasted only about 3-4h but extremely intense ...Later I realized that I had taken another few shrooms at some time while I was waiting in the beginning... I recalled that I was so certain to not feeling anything fearing that they had not been as dry as they appeared, and so a took a few more to increase the dose... really can't tell how much I ingested in total...Has anyone maybe had a similar experience?