Dxm

I have a friend who stands by this, and does it every so often. However I doubt that I will be playing with dissociatives any time soon.I had a bottle of dxm. It was about the size of a five hour energy drink. Maybe this is my fault, but I drank the entire thing.The dissociative experience is considered hallucinogenic but it is far from psychedelics. I initially felt really good. My head was swimming, my chest was warm. After a fashion however I started getting these intense hot flashes like I was covered in fire ants. My heart felt out of pace. I began to slide from my body, but instead of going on a journey, I remained close by, watching the madness unfold on the couch.I have experienced ego death via lsd before and it was intense. But the dissociative ego death I experienced that night scared the living shit out of me.I watched myself dying as my life flashed before my eyes. At a point when the burning was too intense, when I couldn't keep my eyes open any longer, when I was certain I was face to face with my maker, I surrendered to my doom and fell to sleep.I didn't wake up sober. 3 days after the trip I was still feeling like I may have a heart attack. Every time I tried to smoke to calm down I peaked all over again (at least for a little while).My friend also says he's never had that reaction, maybe that's just how my body responds to the experience, maybe I just got unlucky and got a bummer as my first experience. I don't know, but that's my experience