5g shroom dose with family

This happened back in December. Took a 5g dose with two of my brothers - oldest and youngest, as well as my first cousin down in our basement. Most of my trip from what I remember was very internal. It was like I don't remember what I was seeing on those moments of peak emotions and eyes closed. We all sort of seemed to be in the same exact parts of the trip together which was fascinating. I felt as if I were given a glimpse behind the curtain of what life is or something. A few lines I remember repeating, but do not remember why, included "there are reasons we can't feel this good all the time" and "I have work to do". One of the most liberating parts included hysterically laughing at the small things we worry about in life. Like I could not get over why we stress over the smallest shit and let things ruin our day and was laughing so hard. It felt amazing.

The most profound part which inspired me to share this trip report was when I watched my older brother who was 26 at the time literally turn into an old man in classic time lapse fashion. This happened around the 2-3 hour mark after consumption so I assume this was around the peak. This would happen within 2-3 seconds and then he would revert back to present age. When that happened though you could literally see his hair turning grey, growing out quickly and crows feet forming. In that moment I remember getting an overwhelming sense of how short our time is on this planet and I just wanted to give him the biggest hug then. It made me super thankful for my brothers and was a moment I will never forget. During the tail end of the trip I also looked at my old dog who appeared to have a sunken in face (similar to a corpse) as if I could see that he would be gone soon whom is thankfully still alive as well. During the part of seeing my dog appear to be dead provided me with a very powerful sense regarding the acceptance of death and the cycle of life and that is all I could keep my mind on. Stuff is no joke and changed my perspective of life, permanently for the better. ♥️

This was my 2nd ever trip - first one was around 2.5g. Wow, still think about this night all the time and it was nearly 11 months ago.  Thanks for reading!