First of two DMT experience.

I first heard of DMT years ago from my brother who had an experience with it. For years I have wanted to have an experience with it but it had never presented its self until last week. I honestly didnt know how much to use so I just kinda guessed after a couple of online searches. Turns out it was quite enough because as I took my 4th very large freebase hit, my wife turned into an 8 armed goddess with hair made from serpents as every oz of what I thought was real and tangible melted away. Her arms where vibrant blues and golds, it was terrifying and I had to look away the room was an empty white space that felt endless and bright. The was this loud vibrating sound in my ears and as I felt I was supposed to submit to my death the head of ganesha shot stright out of my head and appeared before me. In that exact moment I felt this extraordinary feeling of pure love and gratitude. It was amazing and words cannot Express what I truly experienced. Immediately after that, the eye of horus shot out of my head and I had this deep understanding that we are all connected in a devine way, that god is everywhere and in everything and because God is in everything, we are all literally God as a whole. It was truly amazing. I opened my eyes and looked at my wife, frozen in time, peering into my soul with these deep loving eyes.The room was electric with beautiful fractal patterns every where as it gently set me back down. I feel like I hit a reset button on my thinking and feeling. I've woken up alive every morning, greatful for everything. It's truly amazing. My second trip I met the Jester and it was nothing short of amazing.....