Trip #2: Shapes, colors and patterns

A week passed and I decided to do it again. Did some more reading and was mentally preparing for this. But no matter how much you prepare, there’s always this stress now, because you never know what will happen.

It was late, I was in bed, got comfortable, put about 50 mg of DMT or maybe a bit less in my pipe. And all I did was take one big hit. After 20 seconds I almost lost all control. I don't know if I tried to take another one. Maybe I did. Maybe a small one. Or maybe I just put the pipe down. I don’t even remember. It came on so strong and so fast I didn't want to drop the pipe so laid back and closed my eyes this time. It very intense, but all I saw was just colors, shapes and patterns. I could still feel myself and hear myself. It felt like my mind was being torn apart sideways. I tried to relax and let go. It all ended after 5 minutes. The one thing I noticed was the feeling of Ying and Yang constantly changing. After the effects were almost over, I started to think about music and there was this beautiful melody playing in my head. Reminded me of PSY chill/ambient/down tempo style. Usually I can't even focus my mind on something, but now I could. I wished I could record it straight from my brain.

30.07.2019