Vanishing my Ego

My First Encounter with DMT

For over eight years, I had been on a relentless quest for DMT. It's a scarce commodity where I live, with few individuals even aware of its existence. SO MANY SLEEPING MINDS… However, I am a firm believer in the Law of Attraction, that when I want something SO BAD ENOUGH, the (INNER) universe conspires to bring it to me. In line with this belief, I was fortunate enough to cross paths with someone who possessed this elusive substance. I found myself back in the safety of my home on a quiet Friday morning it was around 3:40am and I was coming out from work. I try it but I was so scare and tire that I didn’t focus just enough to breakthrought so I decided to sleep but with so much anticipation in my mind.

Next Day

Waking up, I felt a sense of anticipation tingling in the air and in my stomach. I ventured out to my patio, settling into a comfortable spot, and braced myself for the impending journey. I felt ready to blast off into the unknown, to experience whatever DMT had to offer for me in the anticipation of 8 years on the moment.

The Hour drew near

As the moment drew nearer, a noticeable my subconscious began to be trouble and the effect started to be seen in my hands, a physical manifestation of the excitement that was coursing through me. My thoughts were racing, almost tripping over themselves in their haste. Like they knew for past references and believes As a drug addict who had little optimism for the journey that is about to experience, it was not the philosophical or existential in questions that occupancies in my mind. Concepts such as 'Ego' did not even register at my 36 years old mind for I am that ignorance of the world or so I kept myself for all this years.. I was not preoccupied with questions like - What is life? What is my purpose? What is reality? After all, life felt too fleeting away and anxiously to be burdened by such profound thoughts!

State of mind

In my state of ignorance, without any prior research, training, or knowledge about what was about to unfold. Is a state of each one of us or at some of us that heard, listen, analyze and execute when it feels right it was my motto! Not carrying of duties or mayor responsibilities like having to care for wife or children…I don’t understand that notion.

Lift up

I lit up my pipe. The flame danced in the morning light, casting long shadows that seemed to be holding their breath in anticipation.

Taking my first puff, I directed my gaze towards the tree that stood tall against the beautiful horizon. The back porch was a canvas painted in varying shades of green, offering a calming backdrop to my unfolding experience. Right next to the neighbor tree it my dad garage so I am looking at the roof and the green mold build up at the top because of the rain was wobbly and resonating it was like moving, grinding and waveby. The distinct smell and taste of the DMT leaf invaded my senses marking it is new sacrificial fire ???? that left a mixture of flavor foreigner and yet pleasant for my taste I was in and ready for it.

Surrender

As I surrendered to this new sensation, a subtle ringing began in my ears, a distant echo that seemed to be coming from within me rushed with fear of the unknown. There I was talking to myself in away that felt like a goodbye so intense I was cursing my own self because of what I did…I was separating from that voice was hunting for all this 36 years of my life. My parents, My School, My Job, College and my personal experience. After my ego finally realized that it can’t keep me blind it removed from my sense. I lift the veil of what I thought was rebirth

X3

Emboldened by the initial experience, I took another deep puff, holding it in. I was ready to dive deeper, to let the DMT guide me through the unexplored landscapes of my mind. Geometrical patterns, Fractal patterns, Shapes of colors, gyroscopic flora behavior as well that they were singing in matter of talking is gonna be ok, is all ok! The silence of the deep mind, the background and my soul was therapeutic indeed I connected with my true I. Escaping the confounded wall of forgetfulness into the all there is and all that can be. I understand right there and then I was God Watching my own self that observant so call Edwin a Human from Planet “Earth” as I started to question saying within myself I stood still and realized once again and told to myself (EGO)

‘You been lying to me all this time…My parent are a victim of their parents, The school is a victim of culture and culture is a victim of monarchies and colonialism.

Truth began to start taking form

I saw it all in 1 sec for as soon as DMT spike in your brain time seems to move slow as your breath also draw slower and slower and colder and colder is almost like dying. For to see this things you have to die of your Body nature to truly see that is all you and you’re all that can be and all that It has being.

The AGE of Expansion

My mind was open and my soul up lifted this sense was a trip of awakening not of visual. Although I did experience a more higher level of hallucination unlike mushrooms but to short to make sense of it all. To this day I still cracking out what I saw and felt.

Are we living in a computer simulation?

ENTER THE MATRIX

What is The Matrix? | The Matrix [Open Matte]

As I persevered in pixels in higher resolution and somewhat in a high mind meaning I was somewhere in the 5D for i was definitely aware of myself. Understand there was more out there and we all were prisoners of the Body mind program call Matrix that we living as well that us humans were not capable of such divide intervention as far we see it. We are not capable of making iPhone, NVIDIA or even flying on our own…that is the same history of this waking up. The deep sleep we found ourselves in our day by day make me sick of my stomach. I just don’t understand how people are control by mortgages and political influence as well manipulation of the 1% . What an eye opening this is to me…it all make sense why i didn’t care for this system that is pushing us down like ants without mercy of any kind. That’s not human that entity is call “Archon”

Here is a very example of this:

If Human in a box playing VR for 36 years and I suddenly take off the glasses. that’s what DMT is indeed we are experiencing the most advanced and flaw VR and is 3D World call life. DMT is the key ???? to get out for we residents in mind. David Ickes expand on this subject of SIM. The Matrix was made because of DMT trip both Brother Wachowskis brothers. i am telling you I hate math and yet why math ???? was very present and vivid in my vision? Wake up! Knowledge is the key of salvation if someone is telling love yourself don’t…Rather hate yourself for this is master illusion and we are being played. Nobody is gonna fight them neither nobody that is sleeping can’t know is been rob out of life. DMT is the KEY DMT is oil that residue in the pineal gland there is where the spirit lives within us. The heart is Soul and the body is for the SENSES.

God is the way

God is the true and the way of life for we are God in a minor form. Been awaken in the world but not full but regulated by culture that mold me from the true me. So in this state I never know who i truly am and where I came from. A Soul that never knows needs to understand for all will made known and all knew will vow.

I am back with an extension of this trip as well with rich teachings that put in perspective all of this.

The True Nature of God

Therefore it is clear that we all gonna know for his excellency that Good is ‘Good’ as evil is inhabit by Satan so Good is inhabit by Good. God Made everything to be according to his command. And that command is being God, Do God and think like God. God doesn’t give himself a name because he doesn’t need one. Good is only experienced can only be done by intentionality. To reach to heaven is to be like God and to be like good is to be Good for Good is Good. Gos is Good! Empty vessel Adam and EVE until the serpent told them to eat from the tree ???? the serpent give us to understand ourselves for how can we understand without wisdom? Therefore canon doctrine are disingenuous and deceiving.:blush::innocent: