Dragon Heyoka 36
by on August 20, 2019
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This Trip Report is relatively long and comes in 2 Parts: The Setup and The Trip Experience. I have written it in this way as a way for our Psychonaut Tribe to draw Knowledge from the Setup, and Inspiration from The Experience. If you don’t want to read The Setup, feel free to skip to The Experience.
Part 1: The Setup
In April 2018, when the Full Moon was in Scorpio, a friend and I planned to trip together on shrooms to do a ritual to Explore Infinity together with a combination of Inspiration from Terence McKenna and Carlos Castaneda . We planned two weeks in advance for this trip and I was guided by my spirit guides to do Iyengar Yoga and to eat healthy a couple days before leading up to the day of our psychedelic experience. We also decided to create a platform for us to project our Intentions so that we could make the most out of it. We chose to use Metatron’s Cube and we decided to color the outer spheres the colors of the first six chakras and the center sphere Violet, the color of the crown chakra, as our central Intention was being Peace in any situation especially Hell. I had this image in my mind of a Zen Monk sitting relaxed in meditation smiling peacefully in a Hell Darker than we can imagine. The outer spheres were also intentions that were there to help empower and generate energy for our central intention. The Red sphere represented the intention to be grounded and to trust Mother Earth. The Orange sphere represented the intention to be relaxed and playful in Flow State. The Yellow to sphere represented the Intention to feel Empowered in Absolute Assurance. The Green sphere represented the intention to feel Respect, Wonder, and Gratitude for the Experience. The Sky Blue Sphere represented my Intention to Express the Purity of my Integrity. And the Indigo Sphere represented my Intention to be Wide Awake and to Visualize my Central Intention.
I also wanted to give the magic mushrooms (our sacred sacrament) a name that would Empower it as well as our Experience because names have power to change destiny. We decided to call the mushrooms “Golden Ancestors” because of Terence McKenna’s theory that the Machine Elves are our Ancestors that are magical and give us profound wisdom if we have enough purity and integrity in our Heart.
We decided to trip in the hill of this forest where people would go to smoke weed and litter in the area. Before the Trip, my friend and I decided to clean up all the trash there which I feel like really pleased the nature spirits. We also gathered Flowers and Stones to Setup our Altar on top of the Hill where we would Trip. We then laid the Golden Ancestors on top of Metatron’s Cube with the Flowers and Stones for Poetic Support.
We began the Ritual as the Sun was Setting Beautifully in the Horizon. We Honored the East, the South, the West, The North, Mother Earth, Father Sky, and our Center. We then pointed to each of our Intentions in Metatron’s Cube and Stated them out loud with Authority, and Integrity. We then gave thanks to the Golden Ancestors for the Experience we were going(this implies to the subconscious that we were going to have an experience to be grateful for) We then chewed the Golden Ancestors (3gs each) Mindfully and with Reverence. We also took a couple hits of weed from my Golden Dragon Lotus Vape.
Part 2: The Trip Experience
We started feeling the effects of the Psilocybin within 15 minutes after ingesting the Golden Ancestors. We decided to take a walk down a path and we were getting solid visuals after 30 minutes. My visuals were Multicolored lines surrounding plants and other forms and it also had a Mayan Aesthetic to it that I really enjoyed. After we got to a certain point on the path we decided to go back to base to take a leak nearby. When I sat back down near the Altar, I closed my eyes and I could see golden gnomes and elves playing around and having fun in a certain dimension that was unfolding in on itself. I then wrapped myself in a cosy snowflake blanket that I brought with me to enjoy the rest of the experience. Thence , the deeply Alien presence of the Spirit of the Mushroom enveloped my consciousness and I could see a being that appeared to have many tentacles and with some of them wrapping themselves around me. I could feel and see it observing me with what I can only describe as an eye coming from the tip of one of the tentacles. I feel like most people would be very afraid of this Being that is far more intelligent and powerful that we can even imagine, but because my Intention was to be at Peace, it was relatively easy for me to smile at it and say, “I know you love me.” Because I remembered Terence McKenna saying that the Mushroom loves us and it wants to help us Ascend to the Stars. The archetypal consciousness of the Mushroom then receded underground as if to say: “Ok, let’s put you to the real test!” While almost laughing at me. I then enveloped my whole body in my cozy blanket as I sat down and braced myself for the adventure.
All of a sudden, I felt this Deep, Dark, and Quietly Powerful Evil that seemed just as bad if not worse than the worst demons from the most dreadful horror movies rise from ground and surround my Body and my Consciousness. I was trapped and I knew without a shadow of a doubt that it was impossible for me to escape. I knew that in that moment, I had only two choices: I could could either resist the Evil and try to fight it out of Fear or I could Accept the Evil and Surrender to it. I then remembered my Intention as if it were an object in the Astral Plane and I decided to accept and surrender to the Dark, Evil Energy. I then felt it flow through my body like a river and I felt that I knew that I was the Evil or Power that I once feared as it started rising and accumulating in my lower chakras in balanced and pleasurable way that reminded me of Sacred Geometry of Metatron’s Cube. I felt myself going through a profound metamorphosis, a transformation of my Soul into a new level of Being. I saw my “self image” transform into a kind of Black Lion Beast King or something with Crimson Red Stripes through the back of the Mane that covered my head and back as I came out of my Metaphorical Cocoon by shedding my blanket. When the Dark Energy rose through my Heart with the Beautiful and Harmonious Energy Flow of Metatron’s Cube through my body connecting Heaven and Earth, I felt so much Love and Compassion for all Beings. I felt Gratitude for all the Gods, Spirit Guides, and Nature Spirits who helped me reach the Level I reached. The Energy kept rising until it reached my Crown and both my wisdom and Intelligence Soared beyond Levels I never thought was possible where I could see through Timelines and Higher Dimensions. I felt fearlessly capable of deeply evil actions and if they were necessary to help me or others that I loved. I simultaneously felt Deeply Compassionate to the Darkest Evil Beings that destroyed in their ignorance not knowing how they were sabotaging themselves from Experiencing the True Desires of their Heart. I felt like I deeply understood that Pride and Self-Importance is a kind of unconscious Defense Mechanism to avoid facing one’s own fears and that it weakens and distances us from our Authenticity, our True Power.
I Deeply felt and perceived the Infinite Mystery Within me and how it/I fit into the Greater Mystery Without. I later learned that this is how the Toltecs describe someone embodying the Consciousness of Quetzalcoatl, Thoth, and/or Odin. It was then that I decided to manifest myself moving into Timelines where I would best be able to Serve Humanity, Mother Earth, and the Infinity of Great Spirit as a Whole not because I wanted people to say good things about this human (me) but because it was in my Nature to do such things. To act against my Nature would be an act of self sabotage because I learned that my Power comes from the Impeccability of the Authenticity of my Integrity. A Lion never loses sleep over the opinion of Sheep or any other Beings for that matter. It doesn’t think, it only Knows/Gnos (as in Gnosis) that No Self is True Self. Only when we feel no attachments to anything (especially self images) are we truly free.
I also believed that I could have gone deeper into the Infinity of Evil to retrieve more spiritual currency of Self(Love Self) Empowerment but my wisdom suggested that I not go deeper because I would have over indulged. Another big lesson that I learned is that although we can grow our Soul Infinitely, it is better to grow Harmoniously Balanced and Organically. I did my best to explain what I learned to my friend I was tripping with while he was Embodying a Dark Jester Archetype which was really cool for me to witness while I was Embodying my Dark Ascended Lion form.
I don’t believe the experience I had could be described in words because we have have no words in this language for the concepts that I experienced. If someone could have accurately described to me a Similar Experience to the one I had before I had it, I knew I would not believe them because it was Magical beyond the limits that our the disempowering belief system structures of our culture could ever believe. It went a lot better than I expected to say the least. For weeks after that experience, I felt more Confident and Empowered than I ever had in my life. To this day I still haven’t found much information to help me better understand not only the experience that I had but also how I can access it organically. My best Sources of Information have been Carlos Castaneda, Sevan Bomar, Aluna Ash, 434(YouTube) and Jose Arguelles if anyone wants to explore those avenues of Self Empowerment. If anyone wants to share information or an experience they had that relates to this, feel free to comment, friend and/or message me so that we can do our Best to Inspire Humanity to Evolve beyond the our Limits into the Realms of Infinite Beauty!
Light(Wisdom), Love, and Power to Everyone!
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