Ecstasy trip that went horrible

It was a friday night, I and 3 of my friends have gathered for an mdma session, we did it a few times but this time it was nearly fatal for us All our houses were unavailable so we went to my garage and locked ourselves in, to be fair I felt pretty cozy in it, not a bad place overallWe had these weird pills in a shape of a monkey emojiWe each got 1 pill and we gave it in half, we usually dose ourselves with more than half or even more than one but this time was diffrent because my best friend hasn't slept in 4 straight days, I haven't slept in 3 days, my friend who got the drugs hasn't slept in 2 days, the last friend however was well asleepIt started to kick in about 30-45 min and It was a very weird weird feeling, I felt the kick but i wasn't empathic, nice as a Matter od fact I was pretty rude and so have been my other 2 friends who haven't sleptMy well slept friend however he tends to vibrate on ecstasy, his eyes moving, legs shaking etc etc... kinda looking like he overdosed but he didn't Anyway we were extremely hot without noticing it, luckily i felt the need to open the garage door and we all got out, probably another 10 min in that oven of a garage and someone would have diedAnyway we went to the pool that is 20 minutes away, the path taking us there wasn't anything special other than I having illusions at night time ( i have a pretty good eye sight so i can spot illusions from very far away )We went to the pool and the water... i never felt a colder water in my life so I didn't swim I just went in to my knees and so have my friendsMy well slept friend soon said, I'm going home I'll tty guys tommorow and he wentOur supplier of a friend later said when the well slept friendwas already gone, "you do realise I have 6 more of these ecstasy pills?" my best friend and I were shocked at his statement because we seen our supplier friend as more of a person who doesn't share..We went back to the garage and we felt the need to eat the entire pill at once... huge mistake however When it started to kick in I had begun to shake like my other friend... my eyes were fucked, legs shaking, back really starting to hurt and I could barely, barely walkSoon i realized I didn't know shit anymore, my brain was just simply overfried, I don't seem to remember much of a trip in that state but i do remember that i was in a dream like state, i felt like my sould was leaving my body, i thought I was in a videogame, I completely forgot i took something in myself and i thought this was my sober stateWhen it started to wear off I could barely move and my best friend's pill still didn't wear offI was half conscious and half unconscious and later my best friend came conscious aswell after doing my best to keep him awake, I thought he was going to dieI kept waking him up and saying "hey hey, you okay" "Put something in your mouth and protect your teeth"Funny he puts it in his mouth and closes his eyes, and he immediately removes the protection without being aware he did that like over 10 times at leastHe got sober, like myself half unconscious, we weren't really aware of what happened so we said... how tf is it daylight already? ( I was not aware of my best friend situation at that time ) So we said... what the fuck where did the 3 pills go? So we ate another, this time half only... we were so fucked that it started to kick in in under 5 fucking minutesLike holy fuck I kept it cool, I was normal at the half but my best friend, he went in some shock or something, this time even when I called him he didn't always respondI was still not too much aware of the situation he was in but I knew something bad is happening He was in a dream state and at some point he started to drop tears out of his eyes without crying, his mouth was so down like a little kid cryingI somehow managed to make him wake up every few minutes but I'm pretty sure if he would have eaten the entire pill or if I wouldn't have kept him alive he would have certainly diedHe got sober in an hour, lost completely, he asked where our other friend is, where are we, where are the pills, few min later he recalled he saw god ( he felt welcome, like a part of the family in some place beyond ) This was a near death experience and i HIGHLY warn everyone to never do ecstasy when you're not well asleep I nearly lost my 18 year old best friend in thereWe know each other since we were 3 years oldPlease be carefulHave a good day/night