Second Trip

Now I know at this point I should’ve took the third hit. But this trip was definitely more intense than the last.I go up to a view where I can see forest and city.It’s beautiful, the weather is perfect.I take the first hit and my heart is pounding again.I close my eyes and count to 15.I open my eyes and exhale.My body feel weightless.I take the second hit and count to 15.I exhale and open my eyes.I feel like I’ve bounced into a different universe again and everything in view changes before my eyes. Everything looks symmetrical as fuckk lol, all the trees and buildings, the clouds, my body, it’s all symmetrical. I close my eyes for a second and see alien like figures hovering over me. Not too clear, they looked more like shadows. I open my eyes again and it feels like I’m split right through the middle. Like there’s two of me but half of me isn’t me, it’s a presence. It’s hard to explain. I look up at the clouds and it looks like (heaven) it’s bright and I feel free. I feel this presence on my right side, I don’t know where I know it from but the presence feels familiar. Like it’s been with me my whole life protecting and guiding me. I felt safe. A feeling of confort I don’t think I’ve ever felt in my life. It was like everything I was afraid of vanished at that very moment. My soul felt free. I can’t say what it was, it felt like I knew the presence from another life, I felt a lot of euphoria. It was like Mother Nature or a guardian Angel, I didn’t hear any words. But I could feel the words. “I’m here, you don’t need anyone” is what it felt like. My fear of being alone disappeared. The fear of never finding love was gone because I realized I am love. I am life. I couldn’t help but cry and cry because I felt as if I had just experienced a feeling I had been waiting for my entire life. DMT is not anywhere close to mushrooms or lsd or mdma. DMT will heal your soul, your body, your mind. I believe so many plants and animals reproduce DMT because we were meant to come across it. It shows us our behavior. You get to take a look at your own life in a way you would’ve never imagined. You have a more clear self reflection. You can’t control a DMT trip, it takes you for a ride, but it’s always going to show you exactly what you need to see.