Another day I contemplate

It left a sizeable impression,,, on My day of resurrection,, It was a slide show like on tik tok ,,,Of My family and my friends ,,A digital tapestry Of every single memory An out of body tragedy a bullet hit my head

I felt a love I never felt before,, authentic satisfaction ,,,And starring at these clips of all my Human interactions,,, As I felt the joy immensely start to slowly fade away ,,, Holding on to heaven's gates I was being pulled away.

Then Tiktok started showing me all the different times I lied ,The first time I stole And they got worse as I got old ,,And floating in this empty void to dark to close my eyes We're all the Times I let her down and made my mother cry.

Give me a reason to believe ,,that there's more to my story,, , Break me From this prison,, That grave ain't meant for me ...                 

If there's a life that's worth living

redeem me and

restore me ,,,

And let my sins lay buried in the ground beneath my feet