Trip Reports
I was diagnosed with a slew of mental illnesses last year. Bipolar 1, CPTSD, and GAD. The meds i was placed on just didn't work for me. It killed the creative side of me, and I just cannot live that way. One day I was feeling rather down, contimplating just taking myself out pretty heavy. Out of nowhere an old friend I hadn't spoken with in years texted me, "Hey, you want to smoke some DMT with me?" I instantly replied hell yes i did. Before this I had tried DMT twice, but never had a really good trip or breakthrough. Probably due to how i was trying to smoke it. So i go to his house and he starts telling me how DMT had really changed the way he looked at everything. How he reached out to me because he had just blasted off and my name popped in his head. He said the, "Powers that be" told him I needed a guide, and he wanted to be that for me. A little taken aback at first, I kinda shrugged it off. He then loaded a bong and showed me how to hit it. I'm not sure how much was in there, I just know I took a good bong rip, and then he did. Then he filled it for me again and let me just inhale. After that second hit...I don't know where i went, but it was the most beautful, profound experience of my life. All of a sudden I was on a beach and there where these pavillon shaped buildings. All of the fear and apprehension I felt at first just melted away. Something drew me to one of the buildings, so i listened and went inside. Inside there were these creatures that I cannot even begin to describe. I just remember feeling at peace. One looked at me and I could hear its voice in my brain, but its mouth was not moving. It said to me..."Let go of all that worry and pain, We gotcha covered." Then he touched my head and I was slammed back into the couch at my friends house. My friend is just smiling at me with this knowing look. Since that day we have explored quite a few dimensions together. I have noticed that my symptoms are almost completely gone when i take it regularly. Im forever grateful for this an humbled to be able to experience it and grow. Thanks for reading, I look forward to reading all of your reports too.:heartpulse:
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