Wild ride

I decided to try the acacia dmt again last night. For a second time. I took one big rip, probably about 75mg. The visuals were so trippy I struggled to gain any meaningful insight from the peak of the experience. I remember seeing a melting morphing checkerboard pattern with some kind of “machine elf” that seemed to be controlling the motion of the vision. It was too intense to behold and I opened my eyes briefly to ground myself but it seemed like I was in an entirely different room and I seemed to be a different person.I remember jumping from one place to another spontaneously, changing into different people. I almost got the impression that dozens of other people had also blasted off at the same time as me and we were jumping through each other as we tripped. Like musical chairs but with our bodies and locations. I closed my eyes again and the visions were reminiscent of the visuals I’ve seen in new age videos that talk about the quantum field. There were lines connecting everything and they seemed very springy. I felt my own inner balance connecting to the field and when I moved everything else in the universe moved with me like it was all interconnected.I felt my mind connected with my higher self and it seemed like I tapped into the collective unconscious or my subconscious. In this state I felt like I understood everything and everything seemed perfect, balanced, whole and wonderful. White squares came around my head and I got the impression that I was being scanned or trapped in some kind of cat scan box, it’s hard to describe but I felt claustrophobic. It seemed like I was being juiced or milked for imagination and inspiration or perhaps imprisoned. I felt uncomfortable but I stayed calm.I opened my eyes and the room changed a few times and I changed into a few more people until it was my own room again and I was myself again. I felt very relieved to be back to normal and I had a sense that everything was okay.(Art by Salviadroid)