Operation DMT

Yesterday I finally used some of the mhrb spice I extracted last summer. I tried some then, and have a rather difficult experience that kind of scared me off, and I had been waiting to feel "called" by the realm to return. It finally seemed right. I'm glad I finally got over my fear and went for it. Yesterday was so interesting. I didn't have a normal experience like what has happened with DMT to me in the past.I tried using Syrian rue seeds and nicotine as MAOI this time to potentiate the spice and extend the effects. I threw in some marijuana and jimsonweed seeds to make sure my third eye and third ear were open to the spirit world.This time was different. With my eyes open it was mostly body high and very little visual anomalies. The colors on everything seemed more saturated and higher contrast, more vibrant, things got a little cartoony, and still 2 dimensional images seemed to be 3d and moving, but the extent of the movement and effects was subtle. I had a book of art by M.C. Escher to test out the extent of the visual anomalies. But once the spice hit me I kind of forgot about the book. I also wanted to look at my tattoo but totally forgot to once the trip began.When I closed my eyes I had a vision but it was very obscure, not too vivid, hard to see, like looking at something in the dark you can't see well. From what I could tell, I saw myself being operated on by some spirit world entity, and I heard a voice that said relax, it's okay, we're working on fixing you. The vision itself was kind of freaky, it seemed like they had me cut apart into a lot of thin slices like deli lunch meat, and my insides looked checker patterned like a chess board. At that point I figured I would just let them do their thing and I felt uncomfortable watching even though it was beautiful in a strange way so I opened my eyes and watched a video.I tried vaping more DMT but it didn't seem to have any effect after the initial experience, maybe my brain was totally saturated? It seemed strange that it had no effect when I tried to do more. Is there normally a high tolerance right away afterwards?Anyways, in addition to all of the visual effects, I also heard a lot of voices in my head, although that could have been from the Syrian rue seeds, jimson weed seeds, or Mary Jane in the spliff I smoked.The body high I got from the spice was exquisite, like just whole body orgasm. I would have liked there to be more visuals but the body high alone made it worth it.I can not believe this stuff is illegal. It makes me so upset that there's laws against it. I'm pretty sure if you're against people using DMT you're evil. It's highly medicinal, I can attest to that. The DEA claims it has no medicinal value and high potential for abuse and addiction. Lies! I've had this spice for months and I never felt any cravings to use it. I actually was scared to use it because I had a difficult trip last time and I needed a while to integrate everything I learned. And now, after using it yesterday I don't have any cravings to use more. I'm going to wait to let my tolerance go down.I hope you enjoyed reading my trip report.