Stuck outside the simulation for eternity

Dose: 220 micrograms LSDI dosed two large smarties candies, one for me and one for my friend Rob who I was gonna trip with. We went with 2 other friends to a dubstep show that promised to have crazy amazing sounds and visuals. We dropped the tabs under our tongue about 45min-1hr before one of the main acts would be playing. It came on really fast and strong. We were both inexperienced at tripping this hard at such an intense high energy event. If you were trying to have a bad trip, this might be how you do it. Once the guy started playing, the whole area around us turned into a mosh pit and we promptly got the hell out of there and went to the sidelines to chill. I felt quite a bit of nausea and confusion, then I started to see heavy tracers and open eye visuals. Scenes started slightly changing colors and character. The silhouette of the trees on the starry sky changed as if I was watching everything in fast forward or slow motion, alternating. Sky changed from black to blue back to black, stars appeared, disappeared, seasons changed. At this point time became less and less relevant and I could no longer understand anything I saw when I looked at my watch or phone. Everything I saw around me became metaphorical and my mind went meta on everything. I started seeing the beginning and end of everything around me. I could somehow see the big reason why everyone was doing what they're doing and how that fit into what felt like this iteration of the multiverse simulation. It was at this point things started to get weird. I started to see my whole life unfolding before me and I could see all the variables that made my current circumstances in this incarnation. And then it happened. Something from a higher dimension reached out and touched me and I felt like I was infected with something that made me go nuts and I was now completely inside my head stuck in an infinite loop trying different scenarios of whatever we were doing. I felt like I was stuck in a rick and morty episode for eternity. the entire fabric of reality felt like a big game with variable parameters. And me and Rob became inter dimensional travelers stuck in the loop. Everything I could imagine went meta to where even the idea of trying to find our friends in the crowd represented me not getting it. I was stuck. This is what we're doing. Me and rob started talking in some unknown language that was a mix of some gibberish glossalalia and body language back and forth. We both seemed to know we were spouting complete nonsense, yet somehow our senses were so heightened that every little thing fit perfectly and was understood. It felt like every moment leading up to the current instant was all laid out right in front of me and I could sense what would change with different parameters like a simulation. This is where heavy delusion? Set in. It felt like Rob was put in my life at that moment by whoever was running the simulator, In order to show me that nothing was real. The general sequence of events and conversations we had kept repeating in a slightly different context. It's so weird to try to explain but basically we would talk about something until we reached a certain conclusion only to realize that we had come to that same conclusion multiple times already, which would lead us onto a different topic of conversation and then the cycle would repeat. Even the roles people played in the conversations were the same. This caused our perception of time to get extremely distorted as it just consisted of different versions of this loop without being able to put them in order. Then this other dude came up to us and started talking. For some reason it seemed like he was in on the game and we were all just blabbering in body language about what round it was. It turns out he was on mushrooms. The delusion kept getting more and more real until everything started to feed the narrative no matter what. Rob and this guy both became inter-dimensional gamers that were joking about me being a noob and how I'd eventually accept my new reality. Basically I had a choice. I could accept my fate as an inter dimensional traveller or I could go back and try to find my friends in the party and pretend that whichever life I get back to is the real one. It was like I was given one moment in my life by the higher power where we could mess around with time. We could make it go fast