NORTHERN LIGHTS

So I waited for my friend to return from a trip to journey in the middle of the desert in a super sacred space for the Equinox. We took APEs that I have been developing over time and are very conected to me. I only took 2.5 this time, but I immediately went under with my friend. We were laying on this gian t blow up thing under blankets watching the stars. All this sudden, the sky looked exactly like the Northern Lights. I usually see a blue lady in the sky, but this time, it was pure energy. I had very specific music playing and it felt like the northern lights sucked me into a vortex. Then I was suddenly with my friend in her trip. This keeps happening to me. I was living through a trauma in her youth with her (she has never told  me about this). I could see how this was affecting her health, both physical, emotional, spiritually today. Then the stars (?) were telling me that this is how it works, I am to heal my friend with my energy because I am a battery conduit (?!?!) Then I can feel my body heat up to an unbelivable level and I was in her body, my body felt what it was like to feel like her. She drinks too much and I could search in there where she needed it. For some reason I had to have our heads touching (she was dead asleep and when I felt the right place, my body would raise the temperatue to another level that felt not possible. She would jerk awake every 10 min or so, trying to go back to the trauma place she knew, but all I had to do was put my arm across her and tell her I got it, and she would collpase back to sleep. I was somehow sucking her backed up energy from past pain. At one point, she shot up trying to explain what was hapening, but there were no words, and she said "OK star Lady! A Fucking BATTERY?!?" then collapsed back down. Then we all the sudden laughed like I haven'tlaughed in years and I said, that was INTENSE, like giving birth! She shot back, you birthed me, and giggled all night until falling asleep. It lasted a SOLID seven hours.Then the Northern Lights told me this is my job now, to be the condiut. The money, the how, the WTF will ALLLLLLLLL work out, just keep trusting it. This is the 4th time I've done this and evry time I get hotter. I quit my job in November and cashed in my retirement. I'm only 48. The photo is actual photo from last night right after we took them