Ghosted empires

Sooooooo been a while you lovely people. I've got a tale for you with ghost mushies and a few dabs which were done right before and right as it set in. Weighed up 3 gs for my first lemon tek experience (most pleasant experience to date with mushies) added the lemon to my 3 gs and also did the same for my wife who actually had 3.61 GS lemon tekked as well hers seems to have more pslocibin content in her 8th as the lemon juice hit the mushies before I could stir it the entire container turned dark blue to a greenish hue. We added a bottle of water to the mixture to make bitter lemonade basically now calling it psychedelic lemonade lmao. Bottoms up for me I drank the entire glass wife only made it half way through her cup within 5 minutes I already felt the rollercoaster climbing the first hill and things start to get intense in the chest. I laid back on the bed and I shit you not this trip felt more like a extended dmt blast off the effects were extremely strong and vivid the stecko ceiling we have turned into fractals hundreds and hundreds just growing and growing everything has a ocean wave movement to it and I'm getting excited and can feel that smile coming on and giggles so I know I'm going for a great trip. Well wasn't too long into that when it took full effect seemed like by 30 minutes I had full on tracers colors I've never seen before appeared. As I was starring at the ceiling I felt information coming into my head and a vision appeared on the ceiling of mushrooms empires being constructed all from mushies and at the start of this empire is myself and a bunch of hippies and the mushies telling me go forth grow and expand your grow, become the shaman your meant to be while growing the medicine your believe in. The vision shifts and now I see something like the Roman empire while it's crumbling and burning to the ground but oddly enough it looks more modern like today and not roman hard to explain honestly.... Well after all that was shown and revealed to me I was then brought to a repeating thought loop which makes me feel as though the mushies are trying to change my way of thinking. The thought loop I was stuck into was this no matter what we do as humans to better ourselves and the world we always leave behind destruction why is this so and more profoundly a thought provoking question eating away at me for a answer which I'll leave you all with this question. How does one build without causing some kind of destruction in order to build? Thank you for reading and hope as always your adventures are as grand as you are!