DMT

I tried dmt last night. I put about the size of a matchstick sandwiched in bud. It took a little bit to get the hang of smoking it and I nearly broke through but not quite. So here goes.I held each hit as long as I could and kept going as long as I could. By the end of the bowl I could see native style patterns in my ceiling. When I was hitting the pipe, I could see that I was in a forest but if I looked up I was still in my living room. I saw people out of the corner of my eye that weren't there when I looked to the spot, including what I'm fairly sure was a big fat native on my couch watching me.After I finished hitting it I sat back and closed my eyes. I saw a face that I believe to have been my "ego" or "shadow self" (actually, a member recently drew a really good picture and that was pretty much who I saw). I could feel myself slipping away but at the crucial moment I panicked. It was only for a moment, I had desperately tried to hold on. I calmed myself down and closed my eyes again but it was too late. The trip was fading and I was left with the thought that I had missed the boat and would have to catch the next one.Gonna try again at some point over the next few weeks.