Washed away into the sea

3 G's of B+ down the hatch and off i went to try meditating for a while. There I lay in trance as i shortly vegin to feel it in my gut and then slowly coursing throughout my body. My closed eye visual began to become fast but easier to see. It felt like I was on a roller coaster tunnel with images of random memories of mine. During this "ride" I would randomly be projected back into some of these memories. The odd aspect about being in these memories was that in them I was not me in then but one of the other individuals within the situation. My breathing seems to slow way down when i am on mushrooms sometime it feels as though I don't need to breathe. But i do find that taking deeper strong breathes during the onset of mushrooms helps my body feel more rlaxed about it. After this ride through the cosmic halls of my mind went on for about an hour or 2 I opened my eyes. Open eye visuals were not strong by any means unless I focused on something for an extended period of time. For some reason i couldn't help but feel that I should have a meal given I had not eaten anything that morning prior to the mushrooms. There i was staring at my choices and over thinking them all until i became fixated on an egg and toast as my choice but i was struggling to fathom how to begin going about this. It was a tough but i finally made it and ate it. Then I noticed 1 of my dogs bathing in the sun coming in through the window and decided to join. I was then greeted again by my clossed eye visuals except this time it was more calming and less chaotic feeling. I saw myself lying on a beautiful beach near enough to the ocean that the tides were slowly dragging me into it. The tides felt in rhythm with my breathing. Once I was fully submerged the ocean became deep and dark with just the minimal light from the sun peering through the surface. My flesh began to decay and slide off my bones till all that remain was my skeleton descending into the deep. This surprisingly felt very soothing. Im not sure what they were trying to show me exactly but i feel less identification with my physical self and more with my spirit.