Went for a journey the other night layin in bed and as I left thru time I usually go thru these connections like how its explained on the movie Avatar how every single thing on earth is connected thru these connections of light sorta like fiberoptic cable. As I lay there I could feel the weight of life pushing me down into the bed then I'd woosh back to my trip kinda back and forth and I remember thinking I wish I could just leave "me" leave this conscience and broken soul and get out of my fked...