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May 20, 2021 9:38 am

Hi all

I wanted to share my experience with Golden Teacher yesterday.

I was home alone, with my fury companions dog and a cat, i woke up early, went for a walk and i knew today will be the day to go I... View MoreHi all

I wanted to share my experience with Golden Teacher yesterday.

I was home alone, with my fury companions dog and a cat, i woke up early, went for a walk and i knew today will be the day to go IN!

I ate about 8 mid size dried mushies, had a shower and made some breakfast, that i did not finish because they were knocking at the door already ! I wanted to weigh them, but then i remembered that mushroom knows what you need, so i am not sure about how much i took, could have been anything from5-8g

I lied down and i started to see patterns on the ceiling, and the next thing i know, i am slowly coming back, taking my first breath, opening my eyes, i had blacked out, maybe for an hour, i had been crying, my whole head was blocked, and then my stomack turned andi felt sick, did not throw out and blacked out again. It happened few more times. And all those times i had been crying. I could feel “poison” inside my mouth, almost like the mushroomwas pushing out something bad out of me. I had an awareness that i have experienced everything in this realm, i had fear that all i experience now, is only an illusion, i relised that we have mastered to choose the human avatar, i had no fear of death, i saw 2 of myself at the same time from a third persons view, i experienced everything and nothing at the same time. I saw a lot of visuals, the floorboards were crawling at me, potplant and dog looked likeI pourus foam, my hands had three different looks, a poster was moving in and out, dried flowers were cheering for me, when i felt so ill, and i could not move. When i took my first breath in, it felt like i was a newborn and i have to learn everything once again, and when i touched my face, it felt very strange, but once i looked around, everything came back to me and i instantly new everything. I feel very courageous for doing it bymyself as this was my first such an intense trip, where i black/pass out.

My partner was away, and my friends came over after, to share a joint and just be with me. I cried when i saw them arrive, i was so happy to see them.

Thank you for allowing to share!

I want to ask you, if you had such an experience when you black out?

Mush love ????????

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