Clownfish

Tonight I tried my second round of dmt. My first was only a few nights ago. I didnt take much from the first, it was mostly just a wild ride through a colorful tube. Felt heavy with an incredible wave of happiness over me. Only problem was I came to and a halloween decoration was looking right at me lol.    Back to tonight. Tonight wasnt as fun as the first. I was alone. As I heated my quartz bucket my heart started racing and something told me to stop. So I stopped heating the nail and contemplated if I really wanted to dive through. 3 minutes later I was heating the nail again. Heart still pounding. I took my hit, sweet, and smooth. Dmt has smoked so much smoother than I was imagining. I laid back on my bed and closed my eyes.    A bunch of pixels moving to form symbols appeared before me. I remembered seeing this the first time and in my mind I screamed "YES!" As the pixels move and the symbols shift all i hear is this alien voice, and the only way I can describe it is Prometheus from "Prometheus and Bob"  Finally one symbol illuminates. It almost reminded me of the face of a King from a deck of cards. Then through the symbol I went. This period is weird, it feels like eternity but nothing is happening. I feel like I'm asleep, or not taking in any information. Suddenly I'm plopped in some crazy city in another universe. The buildings are bulbous, reminiscent of Arabian palaces. There were loopy pathways off the ground. It almost reminded me of a crazy Salvador Dali universe. An entity then approached me, I could feel as though they wanted to show me something. I remember nothing of appearance, just a presence.    This is where things really shifted. I felt scared, I'd wanted to come this far all along but I just didnt feel ready..I said "nope I'm not ready, I want to go back now" I felt terrified of everything in this moment. And I began falling. Only to wake up in my bed, but the room isnt my room. Or is it? Boom. Wake up in my bed again. Is this my room? My bong is here. But everything is strange. It's at this point I went full freakout and thought I died. I thought i was just going to keep waking up in bed. It was so cyclical. Wake up, sit up, and do this weird sigh(more of a hmmmmmmm). Finally I stood up to turn the light on and see if I was back. The lights were so bright lol. Called my fiance to make sure I was really back. Went and laid down with my dogs until I could life again lol.   I really dont know what to take away from this other than to be ready. Dont mess with the spice unless you're truly ready for what it will show you....otherwise its gonna take you for a ride.