So it's been a year since this horrific trip. I just made more spice and I'm wanting to do it again, but I'm so afraid it might be a bad trip again.  I've done DMT like 10 times all great experience's except for the last time. Now the good thing is that the last time I did it i have been drinking and did a little cocaine earlier. So I'm assuming my disrespect caused this trip. But the trip was so horrible that it took me a month to snap out of it. It's hard to explain but I'll try. I got home...