I took 3.5 of shrooms. I see visuals . I saw fractals and spirals with rainbow colors lingering in dark its like 3d. I saw lot of eyes . Then i asked questions. I asked why I am here . She says its very obvious why you are here . You are calling yourself . I asked again why does sexual abuse happened to me. It direct me to another answer maybe shes making sure i wont go back to the past. She told me how awesome i am . What are the things i can do. She curses at me. She told me i am here for a pu...