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Hello xJust joined. Bursting at the seams to speak about my experience without sounding like a waffling idiot to my friends who don't take psychedelicsTried changa for the first time last weekend as a prelude to first try of dmt next weekend. I researched hard and the person I got it from was super helpful and informative. NOTHING could have prepared me! Sandwiched a bit between weed and smoked it through a bong. I was holding in the smoke and hadn't even exhaled before my entire body locked up and I couldn't move. I remember staring at the bong thinking "I shouldn't have done this" but suddenly lost all awareness of what I had taken, where I was or even who I was. I tried so hard to remember what I'd done while staring at the bong like it'd give me the answer lol. Didn't have too much time to ponder though as the most incredible visuals started. I felt like I had been ejected from my body and was travelling at high speed through a tunnel of insane, vivid, cartoon like shapes/colours. I hate how hard it is to describe! I am a seasoned acid & mushroom tripper but I didn't know this kind of tripping was even possible. I couldn't quite handle the rapidly changing visuals so closed my eyes thinking I'd escape them. Ha, so very wrong as I'm sure you all know ???? I can only describe the tripping as violent lol not unpleasant but ever-changing and exhausting. I had the sense of entire lifetimes passing by ⏳Things turned a little sinister, the hallucinations became unpleasant and menacing and I started to feel anxious. I was then greeted by the devil, who was blue with a forked tongue like a snake. I had no control over my thoughts at all and I was very sure I had died and had arrived in hell. I became very frightened, overwhelmed and sad. Devil dude was absolutely delighted by my fear and kept laughing at me. Dick hahaI regained some ability to think and told myself to open my eyes to make it stop. I did and my whole living room was filled with bright, colourful geometric squared pattern type things. They were somehow deeper than 3d, they seemed infinite. I had this feeling of sadness that I could have saw god/angels/aliens yet my brain decided to chuck the devil at me. Like, cheers ?! But the infinite geometrics were so beautiful, I felt peace wash over me ❤️I literally felt myself come back to my body and my vision and thoughts began to level out. I was overtaken by wonder and euphoria. The euphoria lasted hours afterwards, it sounds so cheesy but my soul felt relieved. Cleansed. I was so ready for my trip to be over but almost immediately I was dying to go back in. When I realised how short the trip had been I was mind blown. I'd have bet my last penny I was in there for days not mere minutes ⏳I've not been able to stop thinking about it since. I gave my friend a bong of it so he could experience it too and so we could discuss it and he just didn't get the same experience. So that's why I'm here waffling at you lovely like minded people haha. This was one blast of a bong, very first time of taking it so I'm extremely excited to try the dmt on Friday! Apologies for the long post. Please share your trip experiences with me, I'd love to hear them?? Thank you for attending my Ted Talk ☺️