So..10 years later I offically applied for community college. This is my 2nd go at it. The first time was forceful and i disnt have any heart in it. Now I feel drawn to a different path and it leads down the road of Anthropology and The Body. I have been a stay at home mom with little access to what I thought was limiting me from doing things is only catupulting towards my path and edging a way to what will become my now and my future self. I have literally been waiting..and waiting..and waiting..and waiting..for life to happen. Why? Probably fear. Probably doubt. But I feel more intouched with myself and my passions to find this confidence and courage to actually DO SOMETHING worth doing. I overcame heroin addiction 2 years ago and I literally havnt had a clearer moment than when i submitted that application. It was clear i have manifested my own struggles. My own illusion of "not enough time".. This stops now. I am done fighting for my own limitations. The self talk "i cant..because.." Now its become my tool. If it has to be forced or if theres resistance..nothing will manifest. Let the unfoldment happen. Literally grabbed one of my tarot decks and said "its the lotus" and turned the card over to see..
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