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Hey family, How things? Recent realizations/rude awakenings have cast me into a period of deep introspection, letting go of who is become and making space for a “new” me. At first it was really disorientating but coming back to basics with a fresh approach the proven methods show their worth. Starting with acceptance opened the door to love and forgiveness for the ego construct I saw that wasn’t a good fit anymore. Now having the freedom to make space from how I used to serve is like falling into world where nothing is fixed , it’s kinda of scary but as all you adventurous souls know it’ can as exciting as hell ! Right now I’m good with the discomfort of not knowing and getting better at not rushing in to fill the void left by not identifying with the old me. Not much has changed externally but there’s a growing sense of seeing others as part of me. Is it as I loosened the idea of myself that the mirrors around me start to reflect more clearly the truth of the matter ? Excuse the ramblings! I know the value of journaling but the regular form tends to become an exercise in trying to impress myself , funnily enough I can be more honest in this safe space . Thanks all for that precious gift. Gratitude is a savior and casts a lovely glow on any situation. Choosing where to focus my attention it’s easy to see the movement of mind and how arbitrary and fickle it is! How to use my illusion ? I see how the destruction is the first stage of creation. I don’t think it’s about adding anything new but rather uncovering a deeper layer and discarding forms and the walls needed to prop up the facade we construct to interact in the world . Jeez things are getting loose! Love on !