Last time I saw my mom was at her 90th 4 years ago. She suffers from dementia but when she asked when is see her next I said “ your funeral “ ! A month or so ago I got a video message of her in a lucid moment saying she needed to see me. So the last ten days I’ve been doing just that. Going beyond the brain and connecting with her heart and soul all between us is love and gratitude. I feel we could strip away the history and roles and touch meet on the common ground of humanity, of living consciousness itself . Catching up with family and giving time for that out of a life largely free of my cultural programming really helped me see both how much I’ve grown into being myself devoid of other’s expectations and how much more I have to let go of.
Right now at the airport waiting to go back to my beautiful life I’m feeling tired out from over eating and drinking but light, solid if I’m back on the return flight for a funeral the karma between my dear mother and is cleansed and the lessons we have for each other are finished with honors .
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