let me preface by saying this will not be brief, i like to write and explore many of my thoughts that way. skimming is appropriate. i have retrograde amnesia from electroconvulsive therapy for treatment resistant depression, so my memories are incomplete and missing large chunks. i used to be afraid that i only had the capacity to remember two years at a time, like some kind of extended version of a 50 First Dates situation, but now i know that wasn't ever really the case (although stem cells...