Since the Covid-19 epidemic, I have been searching for meaning in my life and looking for solace. I need to know that my mortal body is not the end of me. I have never been religious and coping with the existential threat that I or a loved one may be taken from me abruptly leaves me with ever-present existential anxiety.
I considered myself a psychonaut. Yet I had no idea what a true journey to the other side was. I had felt ego death, but I had not truly been present for the journey as I...
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I have had a life-long relationship with psychedelics. I began using dextromethorphan (DXM), a sigma agonist that is available OTC, when I was 15. I began using it after severe domestic cPTSD. My interest in psychedelics grew from there. I was able to find an inner peace where I could escape for hours on end. A world of my own creation devised of beautiful geometric shapes and vivid colors. I should also mention that high doses of DXM paralyze you and you are forced to deal with yourself alone i...
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