Loz

So i had the most amazing trip the other week but also abit sad. So sitting there hitting the pen my focus seemed to turn to a picture of me and my daughter, automatically this picture scared me. My face scared me! I just went silent but couldnt help but look at it! My friend bless her asked if i was ok and i then kinda snapped out of it and decided to close my eyes instead and wooooooooooow. Ive always seen images in green colours or red like flying through but this time was so different i could see these images as if they were hd ready!!! Like i was there!!! It first started off there was a a pyramid taking off in the desert which i felt was Egypt? Then from no where there was a war going on between terracotta warriors and rhinos with axe looking weapons but they were like human to, like if you have watched the turtles it was like that marching to go to war. It was like who ever was in the pyramid started the war and got off lol well before man ever existed!!! Yet again i was so silent and my friend was like loz u ok and i was like yeeeees! What im seeing is amazing!!!! Then i thought i need to come down now lol. Anyway back to my first thing about my picture and few days later it hit me why that picture had effected me in a way that hurt was because i forgot that even tho i was smilling in this picture i was broken inside. My daughter had started nursey and i was on my own!! Id been up all night in tears!! But i forgot alll about it. Someone printed it off and thought it was a nice picture but to me now it just reminds me of a time of saddness so safe to say ill be taking that down lol.