Well, they do say "once you break through, you'll know it". It's same with 5-Meo as it turns out. My ego death came from a very small dose, it was unexpected and sudden. Perhaps after a while medicine finally decided i was ready to see. Perhaps there was residue from previous person that didn't burn all the way through? Or maybe it was just my time to venture there. I loaded up 65mg of toad venom, in comparison to pure 5meo it's about 6mg-10mg of lab grade stuff. I planned to have "meditative ...

Wow, how different everything is when you stop being a pussy and take enough. Vaped 35, felt like it didn't go far. Opened my eyes, everything was breaking into fractals yet i was still here, my buddy loaded another 25 and went "cmon, you still here, chase it!". I nodded, he heated it up, and as i inhaled i realized that now it's gonna go.... Holy fuck... I dropped on my back, eyes closed automatically, and all i could feel is everything dissolving and breaking into fast colors that cannot be of...

Well, i guess there always comes a time when medicine let's you know how small and insignificant you truly are. Just to remind you that orally taken deemz needs to be respected and not taken lightly. All other ceremonies we have made, were good and very spiritual. This time we decided to take little extra. We had two bottles, one with Harmala and other pure mimosa/acacia in higher concentration. We started dosing with one with Harmala. 45 minutes later, my buddy was already pouring 2nd serving ...