So this isn't exactly a trip report, but needed to share to hopefully gain some insight. 6pm. I find myself playing with the kids in their room. They've dawned sock puppets and are chasing me around, trying to eat me. I lay down, face up and something beyond strange starts to happen. As my girls 'attack' me with their sock puppets, things take on a little deja vu feeling. Their socks are colorful, and striped, just like snakes/tubes of light I've seen in my dmt visions. Not only that, but they...

This was a difficult and different one for sure. I had been feeling the call for some time now, finally got around to an extraction (white NN) as my vials had run dry, and decided today was the day, afterwork was the time. Prepared as I usually do, deep breathes, meditation, some calm vibrations from the speaker. Loaded 31mg and took my tokes. I could already feel by the start of the third toke that this would be a wild one. Began in the usual way for me, a thought turning in another and expo...

23mg....crack pipe method. I can usually break through on 30mg, so this was just the tunnel or waiting room to me. I sat down and prepared myself in the usual way. I love the ritual aspect of these trips, it makes it the experience feel 100x more important. Deep breathes, calming the mind, relaxing ambient music. By the third toke I feel it coming on, but notice a little left over in the pipe. Oh well lol. Lay back and try and pay attention. The hardest part for me is paying attention. You r...