Trip Reports
on May 20, 2019
This Saturday I planned a trip of 40g at first, for enjoyment. I ate them all with syrup and water to get rid of the taste as much as possible. I started seeing those familiar Mexican type patterns on the walls and ceiling at the 20 minute mark. The first two hours were really tough mentally. I was laying in my bed trying to stay calm in my head but my thoughts kept rushing back and forth and I came to many dark places during those first one to two hours. How mad I was at myself, because the only one making my trio bad was my anxious little head. I kept trying to think happy thoughts but it was a mess.Ater trying to steer the trip away from being so bad I decided it wasn't going to happen so I asked my boyfriend to come tripsit my sorry ass. His presence next to me under the sheets made an immediate shift in my mind. I started being able to sort out my thoughts and focus on one at a time and we started talking about life and I expressed how sad I was because I'm such a bad person to myself making myself feel like a poop most of the time, and then I cried. I cried so hard and real, and it felt so good. When I was done I was done with the tears for the rest do the trip, and felt relieved. I put on music in my headphones and put them on the highest volume right next to my ears, but not inside (you see the sounds are so cool when they're like that). I listened to all the songs I've ever liked and we talked and talked and I watched the ceiling change colours and faces and shapes. It was so amazing!I decided to take more at the 3 hour mark, about 7 grams fresh, kept enjoying the trip like I did before. I convinced my boyfriend it was a good idea to trip both of us together so we got the rest of the mushrooms. He measured a 2g dose and i 1,5g After taking them I decided I was clear enough to go outside. I walked to the forest we live nearby. On my way there I kept seeing people, and everyone's faces were so FUCKING WEIRD! Warping eyes and smiles and yeah basically everyone looked like they were born mutants. It was so hard not to start laughing!Once in the woods I felt the 1,5g starting to kick in, the nausea and sweating etc. I walked among the trees with music in my ears and sat down on this mountain hill next to a couple birds that didn't seem bothered by me. I sat there, happy as ever, greatful for the experiences I was having that day. I looked at my hands, realising they were huge looking. I started smiling and looked behind me and I saw two people looking at me as if I was ruinig their dogwalkingplans so I decided to walk home again. When I got home we ate the rest of the mushrooms we had. It was funny enough exactly 44g together which is a number we have been seeing so much lately.The rest of the night we played music on the speakers enjoying the mdma-like feeling it gave us. I sat in the bed rolling my head in all directions and singing cause it felt soooo good.I fell asleep at 10pm like a baby happy and satisfied with an amazing trip.
