Taste of my 2019 winter solstice acid ego death

When in the astral, be carefel not to fire any astras. You are your other selves. It gets directed back to you. On an ego death where i was deep into the astral, experiencing the full power of the human brain - godly- I said to myself, something along the lines of, “ how do people have bad trips in this state, they must be stupid” and I watched the single peice of light that was encoded with that information be sent out, in my nadis (neural network) and couldnt take it back. Immediately, I started having a bad time lmfao. I saw archetypal christ and buddha in the astral grid and was guided to pray to christ because i was more culturally connected to him. “Dear chirst, please save me, i am so sorry” over and over and over. And it worked. A lot of what i have been reading in hindu/buddhist literature connects directly to experiences i have had with psychedelics. Possibly being the ancient soul of a yogi in the avatar of a 21 year old american is fucking amazing. Stay grounded my fellow starseeds. Dont forget, we are all one; you can be whoever or whatever you want to be; because our beliefs shape reality. And when I claim the spirit, RA, know it’s a social memory complex (collective) and you can tap into it too. I dont think i am literally a “god” in the way westerners think. Namaste.- Yours Truly, Axíçí Jeshua / RA