The machine elves

I'm learning more about these "machine elves". They appear very intimidating as they are deep in the dmt realm for me. Past all the geometry. To get there the ego must be dissolved. Once you are there, coming back is rather difficult. Every time i try to do something to ground myself, they mock me. The background behind them isn't space like. Its dead white. They constantly construct things with intricate complex patterns. I can never remember what they look like but whatever I see there just blows my mind. Its a familiar place that I know ive been to many times and it is a little intimidating. I remember very little when I get there. I realized when I got back this time that this has to be what Terrance McKenna talks about. When I reach that point, everything before it becomes a blurr. The entire comeup is gone. The experience reminds me visually of a pic I've seen. I will attach if I can. The pic reminds me of how once you reach this place your trapped and you can do nothing but endure what they have to show you. Resisting causes more of a stressful experience. This trip came on so gradually, I wasnt sure if I was going to break through. Thats all I remember from the comeup. It was jim jam btw I vaped this time. An eyeballed quantity of "a little more than usual, I think" lol Vaped in the pipe, had a hard time burning it for some reason. In the pipe, was too disoriented to investigate why at the time. But once everything started vibrating i left my bathroom, hit the light switch everything went dark, for a split second as visuals started flowing, I quickly hit that shit back on so I could make it back to my bed safely.