Into the rabbit hole we go... ALONE !

So, This was my 4th trip on tabs ever. I decided to trip alone because im usually level-headed and very open minded. So, i figured whatever demons I’d see, I better fight em off good ! Lol I like living on edge so I decided to take it on a sunday, a day before work, and enjoy myself. I dropped off early in the evening so that way I could go to bed early and get up early. Whooaahh, sorry .. lol just had a mini trip just then lol. Im still trippy a little but its not bad lol, colors are still moving but it doesnt bother me. Anywho, so yea everytime I realize it was still early asf, i would just laugh and say “fuuuuckk, i got hours of this shit” lmaooo I can’t even tell you how many movies and shows I’ve watched. I love how HD tv makes everything look while trippying, that shit looks like magic. I feel like its how we’re supposed to see each other in everyday life. So after the first few hours, I got up and got dressed to go hang out at a block party. It’s that season so all of the houses on the blocks are lit asffff, I’m from the hood so y’all gone have to excuse me lollll. The bass was thumping and my rump was bumping lolll. I was feeling so good and I would forget that everyone wasn’t on the same level as me. My little bro kept messing with me and he looked closer than he actually was so I had to remind myself lol. I went back home after a hour or so and On my way back, I stocked up on a shit load of snacks and water lol. Everything in the store was bright and pretty, I felt like I was in Tokyo(I watch a lot of anime/Japan,Korean movies) on an adventure. I was afraid to go out at first but I felt so confident, I said fuck it lol. Finally made it home and I’m no where near done lmfao. I put some music on, changed clothes and danced my ass off. Smoked some bud, ate snacks then turned on some cartoons. I bought a pink Himalayan salt rock lamp that glows and it just set the room off. I started watching Euphoria on Hulu with Zendaya and man . That Shit was meant for this trip I was having loll. I just can’t get over how animated and enhanced everything is. It’s like our senses are unlocking some sort of sensory change that we had no idea even existed. I recommend watching Trip simulators , those are dope asffffff. One channel is “Your Tom Mate” he has one for ayahuasca and that one is really mind opening and then there’s one that takes you on a walk through the eyes of someone else but it looks like your actually walking through the TV. I didn’t hear too much distortion in voices like I’ve heard other times. I just felt the drag in time. I say my trip ended around 12:30. I felt the emotions of every character in a show or movie, i could feel temperature/moods based off the scenes and colors. Like red would be hot/angry/anxious and blue would be cool or calm, purple was relaxing, yellow, pink was cheerful. Sometimes I’d feel myself falling into a trance just before snapping out of it. I have paintings in my room, African paintings and when I say the paintings themselves are trippy enough. I never imagined that I’d have trippy images in my own room to look at ! The head wraps in the women’s head flowed up like fiery sand and the elephants had all kinds of designs layered on it and the colors were radiating with all colors of the spectrum. Oh yea, color change, that happens a lot too. When watching shows with lots of colors, you’ll notice them changing on there own ! Omg I watched this music video and it was AR and I could look around. The video was trippy asfff... I love how music and art is the perfect way to express ones self. The video was Called “Show it to Me” it’s like I was in a digital world. I watched the science channel and my god. I left earth and almost didn’t come back lol by choice of courses. I was at the store rocking out in the car, then I was staring at this bush.for a few minutes , outside was beautiful but I was at a gas station so I was like let me get home lol. I would forget I was in the car every time I came to a red light lol . Within the first few hours, the road looked like a rainbow , it’s like the pavement kept turning colors and the houses, the sky and trees, all looked like I was in Alice in Wonderland. My reality was just like the graphics in the movie. Same exact quality. I enjoyed it. Definitely looking forward to my next adventure. Anytime I felt a negative or dark aura surrounding me, I just thought happy thoughts and allowed it to pass over. If I heard or saw something sad in the trip simulator, I would just let my mind perceive it as is. Rather than freaking out over it. If I had to feel sad for a bit, I was ok with that. I’ve cried other times before but not this time, surprisingly. The shrooms were more emotional experience I can say. This experience, I was more aware this time but still grasping the reality of reality if that makes sense lol. I think I’m getting closer to something in my journey.