Best and worst trip

So this started off by me getting a free tab off a buddy of mine. He told me it was great acid so i trusted his word and took it after I got off of work. The come up was wonderful I felt fantastic everything was happy and things were shining in ways that I haven't seen them shine before everything is good. It slowly started to get stronger and stronger I couldn't hold a conversation without staring off or laughing my ass off, i remember seeing a rainbow liquid dripping off my of friends face and at this same time a hologram developed in front of me and it was my entire view like i could see through it but it was everywhere. The hologram consisted of 4 trapezoids that created a square and in the middle of every single square there was an eyeball looking at me and there were hundreds of these. I decided to go inside because i was on my back porch and right inside my house we have these tile floors and it felt like they were moving me because of how they were moving with my movement. Very hard to explain lol. But i went and sat on the couch where I was on my phone and experienced my peak, a buddy had called me at this very time for a bag and i recall it being like a message popped up like receiving a mission and my mission was to get this guy his bag of bud lmao it was a very strange experience. Later on that night i went into my room and sat on my bed where i again was seeing so many eyeballs i cant even explain it, it got to the point where eyeballs were all i was thinking about and I started to see my own eyes looking at me and it was a very weird feeling. I went to go lay in my bed and this is where things took a turn, the full visuals effects were slowly fading away as i grew more tired and i actually ended up falling asleep but it was short lived. I had an extremely vivid dream it felt like I was there, laying on a hospital bed surrounded by people who I couldn't see because it was blurred out and I can remember the feeling all in my body it felt like I was dying, not like i was suffocating or in pain it felt like my life was getting ripped out of me and it was because of something that I was supposed to be doing but for some reason I was not doing it. This happened very quickly and shot me up awake but I was so tired from the trip i ended up falling asleep again and the exact same thing happened again, and again, and again until i finally was so out of it that i stood up and walked around my house so i wouldnt go back to sleep and have it happen again. The next morning i felt so out of it it was crazy and i ended up sitting down on a chair and folded my finger back completely not thinking because everything was so fuzzy. I couldn't stop thinking about the feeling i felt laying on that hospital bed and how real it felt, i still don't know what it meant if it meant anything but this is my first time really talking about it.