First breakthrough on mushrooms

So last night I took 3.2g of my first ever grow of mushrooms, ground up in gel caps. After the 45 min mark I decided to lay on my bed, listening to some meditation music and wait for the onset. Things started to get going around the hour mark, nice mild visuals, I was like cool, here we go. Then I started to get toothache, something I've had for a week or more. I was like shit, I can't go through this trip with toothache, so I googled if it was ok to take paracetamol and ibuprofen, struggling to read my phone! But I could just manage to read enough, to see that taking these pills would be fine with no interactions. So I did, then layed back on my bed, music on and settled back in. Things then got intense very quickly, closed eye visuals on par with any dmt trip I've had, too fuckin intense. It was too much, I couldn't handle it, so I got off my bed and stood up. Open eye visuals like nothing I've ever had, I was half in this reality, half somewhere else. I freaked out, went through to the lounge to see my wife, told her that I was struggling, she said there is nothing I can do for you, you took the mushrooms, you have to deal with it. At this point I couldn't, I just wanted it to stop, I thought I'll ring an ambulance, they could take me to hospital, give me something to end this. But then I thought, I can't ring an ambulance, and go to hospital, I might get covid 19, and die ! Fuck want am I going to do ? So I went back to bed, laying there with intense visuals., reality had gone, the world as I knew it was no longer here, I didn't like it, I was the most scared I've ever been. Then I remembered everything I ever read, you must give in, you have to surrender, I thought well actually I've really no choice. So I did, I closed my eyes and said ok then, show me what you've got, give it to me. What happened next, I have no words for, but I have never seen beauty like that, I was rewarded, the bravery certainly paid off, I cried tears of joy, absolute bliss, fuck knows where I went, but it was big, I was a part of everything and anything all at once. I had massive body spasms, my whole body was shook to its core, I had flashbacks of certain moments of my life, I went back into dreams I had as a child, my god that was heavy. 7 hours after ingesting I came back down. I've now had 4 hours sleep, but I've just woke and I just can't take it all in, it was immense. But I finally did it, I gave in and I'm so proud of myself, I've been close before but could never surrender. Now I've no idea how I got to trip that intense, it doesn't add up, I took 3.2g, I've took 5.3g before, and that was nothing like this. Maybe it was because they were my own mushrooms, maybe because I took the paracetamol and ibuprofen, who knows. What I do know is what happened last night was special, and life changing, this is one night I'll ever forget.