Muscimol×psylocybin=holy fucking shit

It was some time in November 2018.I had just gotten hit by a truck a month earlier and broken my face. Anyway i got about 9 grams of psylocybe cyanescans from a friend that had found them out by the zoo where i live.I also had probably 60g of amanita muscaria dried and powder in a couple jars.So one night i decided i was going to take 15 cyan caps (saved the stems for a later time for some reason. I think i didnt wanna chew them up.)And smoke a few bowls of amanitas and go lay down in total darkness.My thinking behind this was that the amanitas would help hone me into a meditative state.Im standing in my bathroom.I take my mushies and smoke a couple bowls of amanitas×weed.holding my hits in reeeeal deep (which definitely makes a difference with amanitas esp. the resin. Ill post about that later *wowee*)So i go from my bathroom to my bedroom right next roor and go lay on my bed. Amd as im laying down a thought comes to my mind"TAKE ANOTHER HIT" it said..."TAKE ANOTHER HIT"...just repeating. Very insistently. until finally.I sit up and take another hit of amanita laced weed. Thats when i lay down and i see a very bright almost white. Blue green light fill my closed eyes. I feel this light enveloping my whole being."LET GO" i thoughtBut then the light shifts too just the right side of me. I need to let go.I start getting upset. "LET GO!!"Then all the sudden im stading in the middle of a river but something has me caught on the side so im stuck."DAMN IT! LET. GO. !!!"whoosh i get swept away.The next parts are hard to get the order correct so bare with me.I ended up walking up to a platform where i was greeted by a nice lady motioning for me to step on. So i do. Thats when i end up in space. I saw some big crazy alien spaceships and i was in some kinda hospital bed.There were 5 short grey aliens angrily grabbing at my soul. Unable to rip it from my body because it is attached to strongly by my head. "THIS IS WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU" A voice said.Then the aliens got so upset that thry couldnt rip me from my body they threw me into a garbage shoot that led to a pile of lifeless bodies.At this point i "fell off the ride"I was back at the platform with the lady.So i got back on. This time though in the matter of a second i lived a thousand lives and had a million memories and met people ive never met or seen. It was beautiful. Then all of the sudden i end up in this metropolis. I dont know how else to describe it besides it felt like an action movie.I wasnt there alone. I was walkong down a path and looking around but someone was walking with me. All the sudden im staring at a wall that is next to me. This wall was made out of millions and millions of dancing arms. It was so hypnotizing it felt like it was sucking me in!That when the being that was walking with me leaned in and said: "Dont touch the walls!"Implying that if i was to touch it i would get sucked in and become part of the wall.So we continue to walk for a little longer and he says to me:"Y'know... This is where movies come from" And that was it. i flipped upside down (or right side up) saw some pretty rainbows and colors as i flew through space and i was back in my body. It felt like i just got off the most insane roller coaster ever or something. It was SO REAL. Every tike i would close my eyes it would tty to pull me back to that place. But i had enough for that night. Im planning to retry this in a month or so with a panther cap i found and some cubes