Mama Roach

It's been a while since I vaped DMT.I decided to seek advice from higher powers on what should be my next move workwise. I got fucked financially when last minute they decide I cant do my school program this summer, they also decide I'm not getting my student loan or grants I was approved for months ago because I'm not in school now. No wonder they kept pushing the date back for my money to come in. So now I'm on the job market with 3 possible opportunities. I just cant make up my mind alone. So I decided I'd see what other non-biased opinions I could get.Typical attempt at a low dose for me. Too lazy to scale. But didnt want to cry my way through space and come back shook. I applied what I figured might be 15 to 20 mg or so onto very minimal herb. Using my herb iron I slow cooked er until she stopped burning. By this point I'm feeling nothing but start to sense like my thoughts were slowing down a bit as I started to feel slightly different. At this point I shut my eyes. There was some colour, noticeably more than I'd seen in a while. The colour spots and patches, lines and whatever else started to move more and more as the seconds went by. I felt amazing, peacefulness. Even forgot what I was doing a couple times and before I knew it, I'm face to face with a being. Light brown orangeish lines formed a face. It was harder to make out than the other faces I've seen made of lines. This one also wanted my attention. I got the sense it was female as it was face to face with me. I was intent on pushing forward slowly moving past her as I look out into the void tunnel with more lights in the distance. I see another being, but the whole body this time, maybe a half a football field away. It was a giant cockroach. About as big as I was maybe a bit bigger standing on its back legs exposing its underside towards me. Then I realize I was face to face with a giant female cockroach and didn't even realizeThis was my first experience with anything insect-like. I got good vibes, love and compassionate feelings from her. Strange considering I've never seen one of these types of cockroaches before. They looked kinda cicada like. Still not sure what to make of this experience. Might have to go back for a second opinion next week.