An interesting couple hours

Let me start off by saying I have never done Ritalin in any form. I am a daily user of the mystical magical marijuana.Ritalin: Trip reportTime taken: 5pmType of ingestion: I crushed it snorted it and took a shower, slowly feeling what seemed like a trip come up, but it seems to have stopped there."Under" One Hour 6pmEffects: Time distortion. It has definitely slowed down. I feel like it's been 4 or 5 hours since I got home. I feel exhausted but awake. In higher doses I could see it forcing a dreamlike state.I'm so damn angry and can't get the edge off. I'm focused as fuck and my body feels OK (some pain relief) but I'm positive I will have a migraine as I come down. It does, however, make me feel a bit smarter. It makes me feel extra creative and certain subjects I want to dwell and converse nonstop over.Mood: Everything is a big deal right now, like when I got home the manager was here so I couldn't smoke inside, this was ok. As time went on, I became agitated at the fact that I couldn't smoke and wanted to yell at the manager. Time goes by and Katie gets news that the new neighbor is anti marijuana, and upon telling me I felt my mood downshift straight into wrath. I want to go up there and scare the fuck out of him before he becomes comfortable. Dissociation: I am able to realize this is an insane thing to do, so I am able to control the impulse thus far. Currently I am smoking a cigarette in the car and just shaking. Though it is cold out I can tell it's partly from the drug, also my nose is numb, not cold.Two hours under 7pm: Time has definitely sped up. In this hour I was taking care of my son, so I was very very focused on getting him to eat and not cry.(Early) Three hours "under" 7:45pm:Effects: The effects seem miniscule. Like I drank two too many glasses of coffee and I'm almost strung out, but softer than that. It's relaxing and jolting at the same time. It feels like my heart has a high resting point and speeds up at the slightest of movements.Mood: I feel like my emotions are amplified. Like I'm me times ten. My mind races but the thoughts are to fast to keep track. They are layered on top of each other and often being scenarios in my imagination, thought they are enjoyable. I feel calm and almost tired. Talking to myself, almost narrating what I am doing, thinking and feeling. Dissociation: My loss of reality is almost nil, but daydreaming is far more detailed. It's like watching a movie with your eyes open, but not to the lengths of hallucination. I often "can't hear" over the voice/noise in my head so I ask people to repeat. It's trippy in a sense that it teases that dissociativeness, and an open psychedelic/creative mind can play with this drug.It is now 11:51pm, and I feel pretty worn out. It's an exhausted more than just tired feeling. I am going to try and get some sleep. I'll update when I can.Peace, and may you find what you are looking for. <3