The mother

This happened about three months ago. I took Changa for the first time at that time and I met this nurturing feminine energy who showed me the world and I had a profound sense of calm and bliss. What makes it special is that I had been in the presence of that energy before. Six months prior to the experience I had a lucid dream of her watching over me in my sleep. I had my eyes open in my bed and I saw her and I felt safe in her presence. She reached her hand out and so did I. I think we touched. She vanished after a while and I woke up without blinking. She did not have a physical form in the later experience but I recognized her with the feeling she gave me.