Trip Reports
on July 7, 2019
Hey folks. First and foremost I'm super glad to be here with you guys. Secondly I've always struggled with the concept of God. So this "trip" juust ended. Gotta put that there for context. Ok so I've just done my first extraction. Sloppy... not gonna lie. Still waiting on everything to come in, but I grew impatient. So I'm in my car. In my yard. A/C running. Android Auto is the shit btw. I got the tunes jamming, I feel it coming on and immediately felt that the vibe was way off and needed to be changed. Press mic..."play 50's music" ... not my shtick but w/e. I get back into the groove. Take another hit and as I settle I'm faced with a dilemma. It's rather personal and although I know is safe to share with y'all, I'd rather not. The take away and what I must do going forward is a bridge I'll cross later. But as the dilemma comes to the end I'm faced with an entity... just a faceless face congratulating me. "For what? That was a no brainer. What I did was right" I felt confusion from the entity for why I was still concerned. Kinda like "isn't this what you wanted" kind of deal. You know that moment where your brain is super active and 2 million thoughts rush to the forefront? That was here. Aren't I just hallucinating? This is solely drug induced right? Ect... straight up to Are you God? "Show me something real." The moments afterward were fleeting, but I'm still talking trying to stay connected. I make an attempt to see first hand if this is real while I'm sobering up. I ask that the next song that plays be SPECIFICALLY mentioning God or religion in the artist/title name. I realized that whatever song was playing on the radio was 50-75% through. I almost change it but stopped and decided to let it finish to allow this entity to find the right song. Damn if the next song to play isn't Earth Angel. ...s.o.b ... Nah...uh unh... you know what? Take two. Hit mic..."Play random song" A song comes on I've never heard before but more my style. Yelawolf Box Chevy. Ok... let's see. I give it a listen and within the first few lines he thanks the lord for his ride. So am I reaching for thinking THIS is my "show me something real"? Cause I love my car, but nobody is gonna make a song about a Kia. I can't even crack a proper joke about that b/c I'm stuck at how fulfilling/confusing the whole thing was. Idk... this whole this is laughable to a degree. How do you rationalize this in a world of phobic marionettes? I consider myself open minded and rational. But I gotta say I must be a scientist at heart because I can't stop looking for answers. Thank you for listening.
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I can't wait to interact with an entity! I genuinely believe you get what you need from these trips. No more no less. Even the people I've seen that had bad experiences still managed to take something away from it. Yours seems a little too on the nose to look past though
FUCK... man I just wrote a response to the two of you then my phone did something stupid and it doesn't look like they posted. In short... not my first flight but I'm still a noobnoob. I do want to say this though. I'm skeptical. Here's why. Logically you have a man who occasionally thinks about hyp... View More